She's no you.

2008-02-22T03:06:00.000-08:00

2008-01-01T18:55:00.000-08:00

MOVED TO
LJ. :D

Seeya guys there!

2007-11-29T21:52:00.000-08:00

Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through to ever ever after.

Okay, stupid Kevin. I'm blogging now, happy? I'm updating. I didn't kill my blog so I don't have to delete it. Lol you and your tags. It's just that I'm trying to move to Livejournal, but I still can't get th html codes and everything right so I'm stuck here until I finally get th kick of Lj.

Caught Enchanted w Mavis after our re-exams on 22 Nov. I thnk all of you who have yet to watch it, please watch it soon. It's fab, seriously. Happily ever after? I choose to believe in it. Hahahaaa?

Oh, I thnk Carrie Underwood's voice is good. Ever Ever After and All-American Girl are so worth listening to, I'm telling you. I'm so addicted to it. I keep playing them over and over again, and my ears never get tired of them.

& I hate my * so much, she's so annoying. I wish I could just shut her up or something. She keep pestering me, and boasting to me things I alrdy know which she freakingly thinks I dont know. When she needs my help, she shouts at me and expects to me do it right away. Hello, I'm not obliged to do so. At least you know how to say when I need your help, I bother to ask nicely even though it's fake or whatever. But still, I'm not rude and don't use a threatening voice like you as if you'll beat me up if I don't listen to you. Suckerrrrrrrrrrrr, I had enough of you.

If only this was Lj, I could post and put it to private or friends only. Zzz, I'll try to get th hang of Lj soon. The layout's just not th way I want. I dont know how to use style system S2! Roarrr.

Just look at my poor Sylvanian toy bike, it's like broken in four parts. Thanks to my dearest cousin, who is P4 this yr. When I was her age, oh forget it. I couldn't even save it with super glue. It's now down in th dumps, zzz?

I want to go out, I'm sick of staying home and doing nothing but watch dramas and not do my holiday homework. My eyes are gonna die sooner or later lol. Someone ask me out? Save me pleaseeeeee. ): I'm desperate. Or help me with my Lj layout? Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Sometimes, you reach what's real just by making believe.

2007-11-12T23:18:00.000-08:00

I hate your lies, and I'm so over your truths.

Yes, I lost my passion for blogging. I'm hooked onto GossipGirl, Heroes, 2 HK dramas and Maple. How stupid of me to get addicted to a lame and never-ending game like Maple right? Okay, I have no idea why either. Maybe it's because I don't get to watch th shows everday, so Maple is just another way I use to escape from th tons of homework waiting for me to do.

I just keep giving myself excuses to not do th homework, blah. I. Must. Stop. Slacking. Next year is so impt, I should start early so I won't regret at the end again like I always do. Zz?

Guess this is gonna be a wordy post, with no photos. I'm really don't know why am I still awake, blogging here. Perhaps because I see people asking me to update, or maybe I'm just plain bored. Rawrrr.

I miss KaHwee, & I can't wait for her to come back from Chiang Rai. Mavis is in BeiJing too, maybe she is coming back today? Idk.

Sometimes I really wonder what kind of person I am. It's like I'm different around different groups of friends. Is that good or bad? Idk. Okay, whateverrr. I'm not gonna emo.

Welllll, I thnk that Dan and Serena are a lovelyyyyy & romantic & sweet couple in GossipGirl. Okayyy, random. I really don't know what else to type.

Life is really short, so we should make th best out of it while we can and have th chance to & stop worrying about this and that so that we won't regret about anything when it's time to go. We should all start appreciating our friends, showing that we're really glad to have them by our side when we need them. A world without friends will be so scary and lonelyyyy.

What a totally random post, righty? Okay, I thnk I should stop here. There's dance meeting for farewell details tmrw. Blah, have to drag myself to school again. At least it's in th afternoon, so it's not so bad lah. I'll go to school myself, and not trouble my grandfather again. I'm sucha a good girl lol, okay who am I kidding. ._. Hope I can be home by 5:30 pm tmrw, mmm.

& I thnk th song With Me by Sum 41 I heard during GossipGirl is really fabbb. I'm fell so in love with it th moment I heard it.

I don't want this moment,
To ever end.
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile.
Cause it's true,
I am nothing without you.

Through it all,
I've made my mistakes.
I'll stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

[Chorus]
I want you to know.
With everything,
I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
And I'll hold on to this moment you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show.
And I won't let go.

Thoughts read unspoken,
Forever and vow.
Pieces of memories,
Fall to the ground.
I know what I did and how so,
I won't let this go.
Cause it's true,
I am nothing without you.

On the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
I've come to an end.

[Chorus]

In front of you're eyes,
It falls from the skies.
When you don't know what you're looking to find,
In front of you're eyes,
It falls from the skies.
When you just never know what you will find.
(What you will find. [x4])

I don't want this moment,
To ever end.
Where everything's nothing, without you.

[Chorus x2]

(Lyrics Source: http://www.plyrics.com/lyrics/sum41/withme.html)

Dang, I'm still not sleepy yet. Roarrrr.

You don't get many people in your life that you can tell everything too.

2007-10-27T12:34:00.000-07:00

We learn from our yesterdays to persevere through our todays in order to change our tomorrows.

I can't believe that Oct is going to be over soon. It seems like just yesterday I went into th main school hall to take my FYEs, I got back my results and it was the last day of school alrd. Time really flies, and next year I'll be a Sec 4. O Levels? I'll own you, I will.

Congratulate me, I failed my Physics overall and I'm in for Physics Bridging. Gosh, I'm sucha loser. Zzzzz, rawrrrr? Luckily, Physics Bridging is only 4 days phew. Okay, it's still not so good after all. Why couldn't I have just worked harder during MYEs! Booooo. D: It's too late to regret now, but at least I realised in time that all exams are just as important so I'm not going to slack next year. Go Caleena! Go L1R5 single digit!

My FYE L1R5 is pretty okay, I got 1x. Even though I didn't reach my goal, I did work hard. At least I'm nearing my goal, yay:D But thanks to my MYEs, my L1R5 increased by like 5 points for my overall. Dang, how stupid zzzzz. Okay, enough. I'm not going to talk about my results anymore.

My first two weeks of Nov is gone, thanks to Physics Bridging, CCA, and Chinese O Level. Zzzz, this sucks big time. But at least I still have free time for myself after all of that. I'm gonna start working hard and brush up on my weak subjects like E. Maths and Physics. I'm only managed to scrape through this two for FYEs so I'm not gonna risk failing them next year.

Celebrated Lantern Festival in school on a Friday night. The paper lanterns are so pretty eh? It was fun lighting them and bringing them around th school like little kids. Ah, childhood memories and those good times.

One of th post exam activities was tea appreciation. Haha, it was kinda fun at the tea house. & We indeed learnt how to appreciate th smell and taste of chinese tea. Oh, we got a free icecream/cream puff and tea egg too. I didn't really liked th tea egg though, lol?

Onenine's chalet 2007! Even though I didn't stay overnight, but I certainly had fun during th BBQ. We were just being retarded and lame, screaming our lungs out. These girls are still my best friends regardless of us being in different classes, as it's like we really enjoy each other's company. Strong bonds really never end, especially after we been through so much bad times together.

Munchy Donuts! They are still as yummyyy as ever:D Look at th lovely pink balloon I got from th school fair. I lost one and started whining, then LJ helped me to get another from a random boy. Haha thanks love! Aren't waterbabies just so cuteee? Heh. & Tell me, does th baked rice look like an omelette to you? Geoffrey thinks it is an omelette, rofl. Anyw, I thnk the spag was very good you know! First time I tried that, & hey I made a good choice.

There's like new seasons for Heroes, Ugly Betty, Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives but they're not being aired in Sg yet how sad! D: How long do I have to waitttttt? Boo.

Okay, my stomach is aching. Dang, must be something I ate. I thnk I'll be playing Maple after I finish blogging, bcos I'm bored. & Oh, I practised my piano exam pieces yesterday night! I'm so proud of myself. Mmmm, I thnk that's all for now. Toodles:D

The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually fear you'll make one.

2007-10-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

Whatever you choose to be, be the best at it.

I'm back w a big smile! (M&Ms are yummyyy.)

Long time (Like 1 month? Lol.) since I updated, & so here I am now. Well, FYEs are over and I got back all my papers except Elective E. Lit. My grades are a range of A1 to C6. Like, haha? Okay, at least I didn't fail anything & I improved slightly? Zzz. Though my L1R5 will not be less than 15, but at least I think I don't need to go for bridging during the holidays. Okay, that's what I think only? ._. Boo! Idk, I'm not sure. D: This is so sad.

Right after th last paper which was E. Maths (I didn't do well for it, okay I suck at E. Maths but Mr Koh is a veryyy nice tcher!), I went w part of 1/9 to NYNY. Haha, we decided to skip th usual Seoul Garden trip yeah? NYNY was yummyyy even though I couldn't finish my food (Most of us didn't, Lol?), plus getting the green apple (I think?) candyfloss onto th sticks ourselves was fun!

So today after school me, LJ and Mavis decided to go NYNY once again. Haha, we're so in love w th food there. This time I managed to finish my food, lol. NYNY never lets me down w its heavenly (sinful~) food. Seriously! I want to go NY one day, & eat all kinds of food there! Yummyyy. *Drools:D

Check out th giant meatballs! Haha, cool yo. The mudpie was damn rich, just nice for th 3 of us to share. Mmm, I think I shall continue reading th books I borrowed today from th school library soon. GossipGirl novels and books by JohnGrisham are fabbbbb. HarryPotter books are stil ownage though!

Oh anyw, during a certain free period today, SSC came up w a plan for our future as we said we did not want to study anym bcos of our crapshitz results. It was lame, but it took us like just 10 mins to work out th details and stuffs LOL?

& Hey, I w-a-s a pro in towerbloxx. I so got over it long ago, but I had to spent so much time to get that highscore. It made me more patient and err? Idk, lol.

I helped Mavis change her blogskin, & viola! She likes it, haha. I'm pretty good at this kind of things, ain't I? Okay, mayb not that good but not that bad either okay! I'm stil a newbie lah.

My neck is aching like nobody's business & I want to sleep. Dang, there's some shit CL/HCL
mock exam tmrw and on Thursday. How stupid, ZLS didn't even tell us th details. She didn't even know whether it is going to be Paper 1 or 2 tmrw. Now that is dumb, seriously. Oh, maple is kind of cute you know? Lol. That was r-a-n-d-o-m. I can't believe I actually played maple w Geoffrey for more than 1 hr yesterday, not forgetting that I even lost track of time. Gosh, I'm sucha loser rawrrr.

& Hey, I stil thnk WangZi and GuiGui are a very cuteeeee couple in Brown Sugar Macchiato:D Oh, Heroes & The X-Family are my new loves since BSM ended alrd. Awwww.

Life throws you curves, but you learn to swerve.

2007-09-16T17:38:00.000-07:00

Just come back, and we'll make it better than it ever was.

& So here are some photos, yup. Will post more NewYork NewYork photos when I'm back from my hiatus, but provided that Gracia uploads them. Okay, I'm off to revise. Rawr, wish me luck for my EOY exams. Good luck to everyone too. Let's get good results! 16 days left to my exams, I must jiayou:D

I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before.

2007-09-10T19:35:00.000-07:00

Just make your smile come back, and shine just like it used to be.

Zomg, school is so boring and I want my holidays back! I can't believe th holidays is over just like that. Woah, time really flies eh? Crapshitz, the EOY exams are coming soon. Nooooooo!

During th holidays: I had donuts from Popdoh, Donut Factory and Munchy Donut, and yes I'm a donut fanatic. I want more, more and more! Changing Appetites with Mavis and Wanling on Wed & NewYork NewYork w Jinni, Gracia and XinYi on Sat were fab. Candyfloss is love:D

Went shopping with YiTing, Mavis and Wanling on Wed, then baked a Blueberry Cheese cake for Melody at Mavis' house with Johanna and LiJing on Thurs, went to Mavis' club to celebrate Melody's birthday, swim, eat and play around with Johanna and LiJing once again on Fri and for Sat had dinner with Jinni, Gracia and XinYi then went for "Rite Of Passage" concert. The concert was pretty weird, I didn't understand the dances lol? Yup, that's some of th things I did during my September holidays.

I'm missing my holidays terribly now, boo! I don't want to go to school, rawrrr. I want to spend my time watching The X-Family and Brown Sugar Macchiato. Oh, I'm so in love with these two Taiwanese dramas. I need and want to watch th new episodes desperately!

This is a short update and I'm too lazy to post photos. I thnk I'll blog next time when I'm free and bored, perhaps? I feel like having ice-cream and sushi. Oh, all th students from AHS got a free small apple today, like rofl? I shall go take my apple out of my bag now.

The longest period of time, is waiting for something or someone you truly want.

2007-08-30T19:31:00.000-07:00

The first time I saw you, was the last time I saw my heart.

I promised Mavis I'll blog, so here I am. I thnk my new handphone's camera is quite good, so at least there is something worth the price.

Yes, munchy donuts are loveeeee:D Caught Hairspray w Mavis&WanLing on Monday and the songs are pretty cool. After that, we went to Yoshinoya to have a late lunch, and played around w a packet of tomato sauce which brought much fun and retarded-ness. DrBoon was trying to be funny yesterday, & it kind of worked. Just look at her? Lol. Photos of my lunch yesterday and today, mmm yummyyyy. Today's lunch was so heavy and filling, I'm skipping dinner. See th dried rose? It's th rose Mavis gave me last time, and I dried it because I wanted to keep it instead of throwing it away when it dies.

Last day of term 3 tmrw, pure happiness. I'm gonna work hard and have fun during th Sept holidays. And oh, I love High School Musical 2. The movie and songs are fab. Don't Zac&Vanessa look hot together, hah? Rawr, I wanna watch more episodes of The X-Family!

It's the simplest things we tend to ignore, when it's the simplest things that mean so much more.

2007-08-21T19:10:00.000-07:00

If I'm not what you want, then don't act like I am.

Gracia made me do this quiz, lol. I'm bored too, so here goes.

001. Name: Tan Kai Yi Caleena.
002. Nickname: Cal:D
003. Single or taken: Happily single!
004. Zodiac Sign : Monkey.
005. Male or female: Female.
006. Elementary: Kong Hwa School.
007. High : Anglican High School, zzzz?
008. College : TJC/VJC, I hope!
009. Eye Color : Brown or black if I'm not wrong..?
010. Hair Color: Black.
011. Long or short hair: Long?
o12. shoe size: 7.
013. Asthma: Nope, I'm healthy!
014. Are you a health freak: Not really, I guess.
015. Height: 166 cm, and I'm proud of it! Haha, but I want to reach 170 cm.
016. Do you have a crush on someone: Well, if you count JayChou and many others.
017. Do you like yourself: Haha, yes I do.
018. Piercings: None.
019. Tattoos: None, they kind of freak me out.
020. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS.
022. First surgery: None.
023. First piercing: None.
024. First best friend: Joey? I'm not suree.
025. First movie: Lara Croft: Tomb Raider?
026. First sport you joined: Swimming and I have a Gold cert. Heh:D
027. First pet: None.
028. First vacation: Australia? I can't remember.
029. First concert: None.
030. First crush: Can't remember.

CURRENTLY.
049. Eating: Nothing.
050. Drinking: Orange juice!
052. I am: Typing, like duh?
053. Listening to: Everyday by Vanessa & Zac.
055. Waiting for: Nothing.
057. Wearing: A oversized pink shirt and blue pants.

YOUR FUTURE.
058. Want kids: Yeah, one girl and one boy. How cuteeee:D
059. Want to get married: After I have my career.
060. Careers in mind: Lawyer or a psychologist?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes?
069. Hugs or kisses : Hugs.
070. Clever or stupid: Average will do.
072. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic.
073. Stomach or arms: Errr?
074. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER?
078. Kissed a stranger: No.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
081. Ran away from home: No.
082. Broken any bones: Nope.
084. Broken someone's heart: ..
085. Been arrested: Nope?
086. Turned someone down: I think so..?
087. Cried when someone died: Yeah.
088. Liked a friend: What kind of like?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN?
089. Yourself : A bit.
090. Miracles: A bit.
091. Love at first sight: I suppose so.
092. Heaven: Not really.
093. Santa claus: When I was young.
094. Fairies: When I was young and innocent.
095. Kissing on the first date: Not really.
096. Angels : Errr..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY.
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now: JayChou:D & his piano!
098. Is Superman really better than Batman: I don't care.
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time: Nope.

5 people to tag: Anyone who feels like doing this to kill time.

Munchy Donut! Do you feel like having some too? Haha, they sure are yummyyyyyyyyyy:D And I'm telling you one is really not enough! I feel having moreee, but it's all gone in 2 days. Zzz, I only managed to eat two.

When everything comes crashing down, will you still be standing by me?

2007-08-19T17:08:00.000-07:00

Don't make someone a priority, if they only make you an option.

Caught Secret w XinYi and Jinni yesterday, like yes finally I found someone to go w me! It was fab. a really touching love story. Wanted to cry during one part of th movie, but didn't in th end.

Kwai Lun-Mei and Jay Chou looked so cute together, what a perfect couple they make in th movie. Heh:D

Here are links for two games I love to play! Do enjoy.
http://towerbloxx.imeem.com/
http://www.mcvideogame.com/game-eng.html

Pity the living and above all, those who live without love.

2007-08-13T17:42:00.000-07:00

Happiness in this world,
When it comes,
Comes incidentally.
Make it the object of pursuit,
And it leads us a wild-goose chase,
And is never attained.
Follow some other object,
And very possibly we may find that we have caught happiness without dreaming of it.

Sealing our love with a kiss,
Waited my whole life for this.
Watching all my dreams come true,
Lost in this moment with you.

The more that you try to forget someone,
The more that you remember them.

To love at all,
Is to be vulnerable.

Years from now,
No matter where we've travelled,
We'll all look back and think about our friends.

The soul needs friendship,
The heart needs love.

Credits: 1 2 3 4 5

2007-08-12T18:34:00.000-07:00

Do you ever wonder if maybe you'd taken that left turn,
Instead of the right one,
How different your life would be?

Once in a while,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairytale.

Life isn't easy.
Love hurts, boys lie.
Friends stab, people die.
Parents yell, you always try.
You're never good enough,
And you wonder why.

We're all a little weird.
And when we find those people,
Whose weirdness is compatible with ours,
We join up with them.
We fall into mutually satisfying weirdness,
And call them our best friends.

If something was really important,
Fate made sure it somehow came back to you,
And gave you another chance.

Credits: 1 2 3

2007-08-09T13:14:00.000-07:00

It's called a break-up because it's broken.

Let th pictures do th talking for me, I'm too lazy to type. Anyw, 3E'S BBQ was a success! Though most of th guys ran off to lan and left th cleaning up to th girls, we stil had a great time. What a great first class outing. :D Btw, Happy Birthday Singapore! And boo, it's so unfair that my eldest brother gets to go th Marina Bay Parade.

I can't remember words since you've spoken, all my efforts can't provoke them.

2007-08-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

Your mark is left, your impression is dry and your imprint is set.

Hola world, this is going to be a short post. I'm just here to thank Mavis for th really lovely pink rose she got for me out of sympathy. Haha? I'm gg to try to dry it, so that I can keep it as a memento of th special moment.

And oh, do rmb to notice th photo of LJ's lion pencil box w Lewis' NCC hat on it. Ain't it just so cuteeee?

THANKYOU, MAVIS<3

Tmrw is 3E's BBQ. I sure am looking forward to it and let's hope it'll go smoothly. And yay, my wounds have no more pus on thm anymore. Alright, that's about it. Ciaos:D

We are the music makers and we are the dreamers of dreams.

2007-08-05T12:12:00.000-07:00

Money might make you wealthy, but friends make you rich.

Ytdy was th 2.4 km run at East Coast Park, and I did badly. Damn it. I was tripped accidently by some girl near th end of th run, thn she pulled me up and I continued running. I didn't even know I was bleeding that much. I should have just lay there and waited for th StJohn's to save me, but that would be so wasted since I was near th end.

When I finished, I can't rmb who I went up to and told her I'm bleeding, thn she brought me to Johanna. I was crying real badly and hugged Johanna. She helped me clean my wounds, but I was just crying non-stop.

All my friends were around me, comforting me and trying to make me laugh. I felt so loved and comfortable. But it was so unglam because tears just kept falling down my face, and I didn't stop crying after a long time.

Even when I was at home, I cried a million times because I was scared of infection. Ok, I'm such a useless and weak loser. But hey! At least I completed and passed th damn bloody 2.4 km run w injured knees even though I deproved so much ok? I'm stil a little brave and strong after all. Don't you agree? Rofllh.

Alright, so around 6~7 pm my relatives came to my house to celebrate my grandfather's birthday and I was hiding in th room upstairs. Then one by one, they came up and saw my injuries so they urged my dad to bring me to th doctor. So yes indeed I went to see th doctor at 8+ pm, and he was quite friendly lah. He cleaned my wounds w some blue liquid and it was cold and painful, but I didn't dare to cry so I was laughing and shaking. He cleaned real hard because he wanted to get th tiny pebbles and stones off. Urgh, yucks.

I want to thank every one of you who tried to comfort me yesterday. Sorry, I can't rmb all your names, but THANK YOU SO MUCH:D You really made me feel so much better, all of you.

Little Miss Sunshine is happy and looking forward to 3E's BBQ next Wednesday. Are you feeling th same way too, Little Miss Naughty?

A real friend walks in, when the rest of the world walks out.

2007-08-01T18:19:00.000-07:00

The happiest people don't have it all, they just make the best out of what they do have.

Had NAPFA during PE today, like finally? The inclined pull-ups killed me, but at least I managed to get an A. Phew, how lucky of me. Sit-ups was an A too, yay! But standing broad jump was.. Horrible. I got a gayshitz D, but heck at least I passed. You know, Zhan Wei was like flying through th sky when he did his standing broad jump and he got 263 cm. You want to kill him, don't you? So do I. Now it's 3 items down, 3 more to go. Jiayou, I can do it! Anyway, rofllh means rolling on the floor laughing like hell. I came up w it, because apparently I have no life.

Ate pastamania and watched The Simpsons Movie w Yunica and Mavis on Monday, and the movie is hilarious. I kept laughing because yellow people are seriously that funny. Yesterday me and Mavis drew a talking chicken that looked like LJ on th whiteboard, and it's a masterpiece I'm telling you! Bought 3 donuts from Yummy O's and lunched at BK w Melody and Mavis today, and I'm gonna eat th donuts w my brothers later! There's one each for th three of us, and ain't I so nice to buy for them too? Heh:D

I'm addicted to this game Tower Bloxx on Mavis' hp. I'm trying to break Melody's record, go me! And why am I using Mavis' hp to play? Because th game can't work in my hp, boo! Damn it. You know, Mr Yeow told me this yesterday: "Fall to your death! Playing game while walking down th stairs ah!" I shouted what the hell back, seriously. He's so mean, rawr! Lol. Oh btw, Gracia is a retard who screams like nobody's business when a fly "tickles" her. Her scream is ear-piercing, so beware. It kills.

She still remembers everything he said to her that day.

2007-07-29T18:54:00.000-07:00

Wit beyond measure is a man's greatest treasure.

Look at how much these three have changed. This post is just all about Harry Potter? Rofl. I will never have enough of Harry Potter. I'll definitely miss th feeling of looking forward to Harry Potter books.

The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.

2007-07-27T21:01:00.000-07:00

Nothing's worth losing, especially the chance to make it right.

I finished Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows book today. I took five days, which is quite slow? Lol, whatever. At least I finished it, but now I feel kind of empty with no more Harry Potter book(s) to look forward to. It's like, part of my life is gone. Okay, that sounds insane. But I really do feel that way. I loved the Harry Potter series, and I always will. I will reread th whole series one day. Harry Potter is LOVEEEEEEEE:D

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I feel much better now, with a heavy load off my chest. It's not good to bottle things up, right? But I'm stil in a bad temper now. Well, I think I'll end here. Sweeeeeetdreams. Till next time, earthlings.

Happiness is the secret to all beauty.

2007-07-21T14:26:00.000-07:00

Don't try to understand life, just live it.

Yay! My brother just collected th Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows book and I sure can't wait to start reading it. I'm way too lazy to type much, so I shall let th pictures do th talking instead.

I guess that's about it. Will post up th other photos taken yesterday when I get them frm Gracia and BaoBao. Oh yeah, did you guys know yesterday was 20.07.2007? Yet another cool date like 07.07.07. Toodles:D

Four in the morning, and the tears are pouring.

2007-07-13T22:37:00.000-07:00

I feel too young to die, too old to grow up.

Today is Friday the 13th and school ended at 12:30 pm so it ain't so bad after all. Went to have Seoul Garden w Yi Ting and Mavis, and there was lalas! Luckily, I had quite a lot of them before they were replaced w other food. There was this lala that refused to open, but I stil managed to force it open in th end. Lol?

After that, we walked around and didn't manage to get anything from th Hokkaido Food Fair so I got a almond cookie and a ginger cookie from a chocolate shop to enjoy during Harry Potter & The Order Of The Phoenix movie. Yunica joined us for th movie, and I was clever enough to reserve th tickets, or I doubt we could get such good seats. We were right in th middle, heehaw! But, we missed th beginning because we had to wait for Yunica. Th movie was disappointing, as quite some parts were cut away. But heck w it! I love seeing eyecandies like Emma Watson.

Shared Haagen-Dazs a single scoop of midnight cookies and cream w Yi Ting after th movie. Yumyum:D Bought a letter "C" thingie and it looks nice on my handphone. It costed $5.90, but it's sooo lovelyyy and tempting. ROFL? Me and yunica wanted to see how th Mini Meltz machine worked, so all of us forked out a bit of money each and got one chocolate one. Apparently, th rainbow one was sold out. Booo! Well, th chocolate Mini Meltz was quite nice. Haha? Had a large onion rings from Burger King for dinner because I was wayyy too full to have a proper meal. All right, enough typing. It's time for photos! Haha, they're mainly foood.

Okay, I guess that's about it. Next Saturday, 21 July, is an important date. I can't wait to get my hands on Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows book. Wheee:D

We have something worth fighting for.

2007-07-09T19:00:00.000-07:00

If people talk about you behind your back, it's because you're ahead of them.

When I woke up in the morning today, I felt that my right eye was boxed and it hurt. Now? I'm having a bad headache after my nap, thus I'm not in a good mood. I didn't want to blog, but I promised Mavis to do so. Now here I am, thinking of what to type.

I had my O-Level Chinese Oral today, rawrr. It was scary, and I was practically shouting to th two examiners. I was so nervous that I was playing w my hair. Urgh, I sure hope I didn't screw it up. Fingers crossed. The O-Level Chinese Listening Compre is on next monday, and I have t score for it since it's quite easy? That's what ZLS said, rofl. Whatever it is, I must do my best!

Went to have Pastamania for dinner and watched th CD performance w th girls on Saturday. I was tired after th play, but I couldn't fall asleep right away for some weird reason. Rawr? Damn, th headache is killing me. I feel like screaming out loud.

A good friend sees the first tear, catches the second, and stops the third.

2007-06-30T21:07:00.000-07:00

You don't have to hold on to the pain, to hold on to the memories.

Yesterday was pretty okay, even though I had CCA. It was just handover and some exercises. LLS decided to quit, rofl. Whatever? After CCA, went to KFC w XinYi, Jinni and Gracia and I had fun w them. It's really rare for th four of us to go out together, so we took some group photos.

These are just two of them, I'm too lazy to post th others. Typical me, lol. Went to Sakae Sushi w YiTing for lunch today, then we shopped at Tampines and Bugis. Our legs ached afterwards, but who cares? We were happy! I bought three lovelaye tops and a prettty crown belt. Heehaw:D

I loveee Mango, Esprit and Topshop! Shopping was so fun, wheee. But I couldn't find Hannah Montana's second album today, boooo. D: By th way, High School Musical 2 is airing on Disney Channel soon! Oh yay, I can't wait. I bet HSM 2's soundtrack will be nice too!

I am bored, and I don't know what else to type. I think I will stop here. I must start saving money for my next shopping trip. Till next time, earthlings.

In every story there is an end, but with every end there is a beginning.

2007-06-27T19:33:00.000-07:00

You can see only as far as you think.

I've nothing better to do, so I decided to blog. Yeah, so everyone knows school reopened. I'm stil on holiday mode, so I'm kind of falling asleep during boring lessons like maths and chemistry. Rawr, I don't like t attend school. During holidays, I keep complaining about th amount of hmwk. Now that I'm back to school, I want back my holidays! Boo.

Went out w XinYi th retarded girl on Monday after school, since it was only half day of school and I got t miss four Physics lessons. Yay! We took neoprints, twice. Yes I know, how retarded and lame can we get? It costed us $10 each! How wasteful of us, right? Rofl. As for today, went out w XinYi and Jinni for lunch after school, and sorry for pangseh-ing Mavis.

I'm currently reading Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince, and I'm finishing it soon. Just about four more chapters to go! Didn't know why I gave up halfway last time, it's so interesting lah. I started reading it on Saturday, so I took around five days. Am I slow, average or fast? Lol. After this book, I'll be on t my next book, The Partner by John Grisham. Borrowed it frm th school library yesterday. Woohoo, I love t read~!

I sure am looking forward to watching Harry Potter & The Order Of The Phoenix (12 July) and reading Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows (21 July). Omg, I seriously can't wait! Wheeeeeeeeeee:D Lol?

Apparently, this wrestler, Chris Benoit, frm WWE was found dead w his wife and son (Both dead too. Lol?) inside their house on Monday. It is suspected that he killed them before killing himself. How scary, eeyer!

Paris Hilton is released frm prison alrd. She looks very happy, doesn't she? But who wouldn't when you finally regain your freedom, rofl.

My O-Level Chinese Oral is on 9 July, which is about eleven days away? Argh, darn it. I'm scared, seriously. I definitely can't afford to screw it up, so fingers crossed. And hey, how cool is this?

Haha, I'm spastic. Rawrrr? I think I'll go back to my Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince book now. Oh, I'm sad that Shawn is out of CSS. D: Alright, how random can I get? Gah. Sorry to ChowYen for coping your lovelaye pictures and quotes all th time. Please don't box me! Rofl.

Sometimes, it's right to do all the wrong things.

2007-06-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

There are always people who would kill to see you fall.

I had Starbucks for two days in a row. For dinner on Monday, and for lunch on Tuesday w Mavis. We kept talking about food, and it just made me hungrier even after having my uglychickenpuff and javachipfrap. Drinking two different kinds of frap twice in two days gave birth to butterflies in my stomach, so I'm going to abstain from Starbucks for awhile. I can save money while staying away from such expensive indulgent. Heeeehaw:D More money for other stuffs! But I don't want t end up spending more instead, lol. Must control yourself, Caleena. Rawr!

Went t school early in th morning for Physics remedial today, slacked as usual and went home after that. Took a nap for an hour and in the afternoon, went to school again for Dance practice. Had this really gay and weird instructor teaching us for two hours, but it was fun. He was a great dancer too, perhaps just too.. Weird? Rofl. Later on, SL had this talk w us and I wasn't exactly listening. It's like, did I ever really listened to her? Obviously not. Seriously, who cares? Well, I certainly don't.

LiJing th sexy chicken astronaut managed to convince me to borrow one of John Grisham's books, The Client. And guess what? I like th book. It's really nice, thus I'm going to borrow more of his books next time. I thnk reading is so great, and there is so many more books out there I want to read and they're also waiting for me to read them. I can't wait to get my hands on them! Haha, it's gonna be a lovely time w th books. Rofl?

Okay, I wanna catch my show on TV now. So, I'm ending my post here. Don't let th bed bugs bite! Ciaos, humans:D

Love overwhelms logic and common sense.

2007-06-17T21:43:00.000-07:00

You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again.

Hola~! Many people urged me to update, so here I am! Haha, but I'm warning you. This is going to be a boring post. Lol, I got nothing interesting to blog about. Rawr, way too lazy to talk about student camp. Gah?

Recently, I caught a waterspout and also a rainbow. How lucky of me right? Heehaw:D I shall show you two of th photos I took!

I went totally nuts taking photos of them, because I rarely get a chance t see such phenomenons. Because it's like do you get to see these in your daily life? No right! I am a lucky girl, ain't I? Rofl.

A waterspout is an intense columnar vortex (usually appearing as a funnel-shaped cloud) that occurs over a body of water and is connected to a cumuliform cloud. Do you know that waterspouts can move onshore? When that happens, tornado warnings will be issued. Woah!

Rainbows are optical and meteorological phenomena that cause a spectrum of light to appear in the sky when the Sun shines onto droplets of moisture in the Earth's atmosphere. Like what Mavis said, it takes fate to see a rainbow. Well, I sure am happy about seeing it. Heeeeee!

Well, I'm on my way to finish my holiday hmwk. Seee, I am indeed hardworking. Rofl? I am so bored at home, grrr. The holidays are making me rot at home, booo. I find that th holidays are actually no different frm schooldays. There's stil as much homework, like yucks.

Rawr, I can see that this post is getting nowhere and Ugly Betty started so I should end right now. Waitt, rmb to enjoy my new blog song: Never Again by Kelly Clarkson before you leave okay? Haha, alright. Byeeeee and sweetdreams:D (There, I updated! Rofl?)

A best friend is a sister, that destiny forgot to give you.

2007-05-28T20:20:00.000-07:00

Awake is the new sleep.

I seriously hate being a girl. Period = Cramps = Pain = Moodswings. But luckily for me, I had my warmer, favorite rainbow bright donut frm Summer House Donut and some lovely sushi to overcome th pain of th stupid cramps. Cartoons played their part too, heeehaw:D Therefore, this proves that cartoons are oh-so-not lame or childish at all. I love cartoons so much, because they make me laugh like nobody's business. Whee!

Don't you just feel like biting into them? Haha. The second photo is th summer cookie donut and it's my elder brother's. Yum, donuts are love.

Anyway, do you people believe in things like BFF? Best Friends Forever. Well, I would say I used to. But, not any more. It's just bullshit.

When your "best friend" finds a even better "best friend" than you, you're history. Or maybe you are not even history because your "best friend" never treated you like a real best friend. You were a nobody, and is stil a nobody. So maybe when your ex-"best friend" sees you, he/she gets all hyper, wave, say hi and all that crapshitz, you never know that in his/her mind he/she actaully can't wait for you to get out of his/her sight so that he/she can spend some quality time w he/her current "best friend". You want to go out w him/her, he/she says he/she's alrdy going out w his/her current "best friend" for th 987654321th time. He/she is so sorry and wants to make up to you by going out w you on another day, but in th end he/she doesn't even bother t reply your message anymore. You talk to him/her in MSN, he/she doesn't even bother t reply a single word. So, what that does show? BFF is pigshit, total PIGSHIT. It doesn't even exist, like obviously. Okay, maybe it does. But how many real and true best friends are there? Well, maybe 1 in a 1000000 of those "best friends" is. That's life, with th cruel reality. Because if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. Gah?

Alright, I was just being bored and random. I wanted to type more, but heck with it. Who really cares anyway? Lol. I spent so much time on my new blogskin, I totally love it. Haha, hardwork paid off. First A. Maths remedial tmrw, like how boring. I guess I better get going, byeeeee.

Faith is a journey, not a guilt trip.

2007-05-18T21:12:00.000-07:00

Go insane and out of your mind.

This is going to be a real short post. Alright, I got back my results. As usual, it's disappointing and shit. Zzzz, maybe I'm just not th studying type. Byebye June holidays. Hello to my new found friend, bridging! It is going to be with me for 2 weeks of my June holidays. C'mon everyone, let's welcome it! Also, to ~~hell~~ heaven with th person who came up with bridging, this oh-so-great new friend of mine. It sure will make my June holidays a fruitful one, I'm so sure and so looking-forward to spending so much quality time w it. Wheeee, so much fun is awaiting me.

Well, I am serious. I failed my Physics and E. Maths papers. It sure was depressing, but I didn't cry. Because I already died th moment I saw my Core History marks. My other subjects weren't better off either. I haven't taken back my Elective English Literature paper though, and I sure am worried for it. Oh well, what can I do? I guess I really just got to buck up and work double hard next term, so that there'll be no chance for history to repeat itself again. How am I going to face my parents? Sigh. I stil haven't tell them about my pathetic results. I'm sucha useless bum, eh? I just hope that when my CA1 marks are added, my MY marks for th two D7 subjects will be able to reach a C6. Please! Fingers crossed. I hope my parents won't be toooooo harsh on me. I will be praying real hard.

Caught 200 Pounds Beauty recently, and it's really a great movie I'm telling you! I totally fell in love with it, and it was indeed worth watching! I had to wait like 2+ hours for it, but I did not regret doing so. Haha, okay. About th closing down of my blog, I'm stil considering. Lol, I thnk I'm off. Byeeeee folks.

Your heart beats like a subway train.

2007-05-11T20:47:00.000-07:00

Hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption.

Yes, I'm indeed guilty. I went to watch Spiderman 3 with my friends today after my Physics and Core History papers. I know, I stil have two freaking papers which is Higher Chinese and E. Maths next week.. But, I couldn't resist th temption! I also need to de-stress you know? Lol. Alright, who am I trying to kid here? Zzzz. Anyway, Spiderman 3 was a nice movie w comedy, love and action. Lol? I thnk it was indeed worth my $8. Wheeee! Okay, nothing to be happy about when I wasted time on a movie and it could have been used in studying for my exams.

Waittt, aren't I supposed t be on a hiatus? Why am I here? Damn th temption of my computer. Gah! Okay, I'm being dumb here. Lol? Well.. Th English, A. Maths, Social Studies, Chemistry and Core History papers were pretty alright? I hope th tchers that are marking my papers thnk the same way too. Elective English Literature and Physics papers were damn freaking shit. Alright, enough about exams. To hell w them! Argh, stresssss. Go away! I thnk I really need a scanner for my brain. I'll just need to just scan everything and it'll be in my head. If only a brain scanner really existed.. All my difficulties w memorising will be gone for good.

These are just some photos I took w my handphone and wanted to post them some time ago but I was too lazy, haha. The top four photos consist of all the food my brother bought from Europe. The other four are just random photos. Alright, I thnk it's time to end this post. Wish me luck for my last two papers! Freedom on 15 May 2007 at around 9:50 AM. Ohmygosh, I sure am looking forward to it. Let's hope I will be able to be excused from the building of bridges during th June holidays. Fingers crossed. Goodbyeeeeeeeeeee:D

Winding in and winding out, the shine of it has caught my eye.

2007-04-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed.

Th MYEs are round th corner, and I just finished my SYF yesterday thus I'm going to put a 101% into my studies now. I got about two and a half weeks more to go, which is not alot. Mugging starts for me tmrw! Anyway, it's time for a change. I will be back w/ great results this time! Well, I hope. Wish me luck! I'm going to work real hard this time, so that I'll not cry for getting lousy results again. Okay, let me share one random yet goregous photo from Foto_decadent before I go..

I guess that pretty much sums up my post for today. Waittt, I just wanna say.. I WANT T LIVE IN NEW YORK B/C IT SEEMS SO COOL. Lol, that sure was random eh? But I stil have t study right? Zzzz. Well, seeya folks. Do continue t tag though! Help t keep my blog alive, as I'll be coming back t reply th tags. So, there you go Mavis! I updated just for you, heehaw. Alright, bye blog. I'll be back for you.

Bottle up old love, and throw it out to sea.

2007-04-05T21:00:00.000-07:00

I've been looking for the answer, somewhere.

As you can see from above, th photos show th food I ate during th Yoshinoya lunch date w/ xinyi on Tuesday, delicious disney strawberry and chocolate biscuits and not forgetting my supply of sweets and chocolates! But th Dark Chocolate M&Ms was finished yesterday because I couldn't resist th temption.

I just gotten three of th fourteen books I mentioned in my previous post that I wanted. Plus, there are two additions to my "WANTED BOOKS" list which are Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows and th third book of th Inheritance Trilogy. Yeah, I know I'm so greedy. But I love t read now, and I don't know what got into me. Waitt, who cares? Reading is educational, yeah!

Tmrw is good friday, so there is no school and I need not wake up early in th morning which is indeed good. Wheeee:D I might be going out w/ my girlfriends too, but there is a ton of hmwk waiting for me. Which is not good at all and I therefore conclude good friday is not that good after all, gah. Alright, how contradicting can I get? Lol. Let me share a real random photo w/ you guys before I go. It's just a little something I drew on my whiteboard.

Well, I guess that's about it. I need to start on my hmwk now, or I'll have trouble finishing it. Takecare folks, have a good sleep tonight.

I couldn't see that it was right there, but now I know what I didn't know.

2007-03-31T21:41:00.000-07:00

If you're taking chances, know the chance you take.

I want these books badly, LOL. Yes, I know it's like I want FOURTEEN books and it's simply ridiculous. But, it was love at first sight for me when I watched th Eragon DVD. Plus, Gossip Girl novels are very suitable for a girl at my age like me. Right? Okay, I know those were just excuses. Zzz!

I'm sucha spendthrift, yeah? Maybe I should try cutting down on buying useless stuffs and save money for rainy days. Books are useful, right? Heh, maybe I could get my parents to buy a few for me. After all, buying books is not exactly counted as wasting money right? It's educational okay! English books help me to improve on my english, lol. Yet more excuses, again.

Well, my studies are starting to improve and I'm glad I got an A2 for my recent HCL test. I studied damn hard, and I'm really happy it paid off. Though I flunked my Chemistry surprise test yesterday, but it's alrd over so there's no use crying over spilled milk. Anyway, I wanna get over SYF soon and put a 120% into my studies after that. I worked so hard, just t get called SHIT by LLS. So, why bother anymore? Thus, th practices are entirely meaningless to me now. On th other hand, I gotta admit Dance did improved, maybe b/c this batch of snrs really put in effort? But, yeah. I stil don't like it. Lol?

Well, I guess that's about it. It's TV time! Waittt, before I go.. Let me share two songs frm th Eragon OST w/ you folks.

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne (My new blog song!)

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Once In Every Lifetime - Jem

It's time to move out of the darkness
Use what you feel inside
Your faith alone will guide you
Feel the turning tide

It's in your heart, it's in your soul
Don't be scared, keep believing
I know you know, deep inside
That your time has come

Once in every lifetime
If you do believe
Man can move a mountain
Change the course of history
How far we've come
So far from home

Trust in your path, you've been chosen
Become your destiny
Lead and they will follow you
Your truth will set you free

It's in your heart, it's in your soul
Don't be scared, keep believing
I know you know, deep inside
That your time has come

Once in every lifetime
If you do believe
Man can move a mountain
Change the course of history
How far we've come
So far from home

Once in every lifetime
If you do believe
Man can move a mountain
Change the course of history
How far we've come
So far from home

I personally thnk these two songs are really worth listening to, because they're very meaningful to me. Alright, I'm ending th post for real this time. I'm off to catch Fun Club. Bye people and sleep well. Sweeetdreams:D

Foolish ways will make fools of the wise.

2007-03-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

Stand up, get up these are headstrong crazy days.

I'm too lazy t blog, so let the pictures do the talking. As you know, a picture speaks a thousand words. Therefore, many pictures speak many thousand words. Right? Yeah, so here goes! Enjoy.

Th last picture is a random yet lovely one and I got it from deviantART as usual. Well, I guess that's about for my pictures galore. Sleep well, don't let th bed bugs bite and sweeeeet dreams. Bye folks!

In the blink of an eye, my dreams begin to rain.

2007-03-10T22:24:00.000-08:00

I used to carry this big old world, on my shoulders and back.

I'm not going to blog as much from now on, because I'm going to be very busy w other stuff. My CA1 results is a pile of cowdung w a L1R5 of -- and two failed subjects. I must concentrate hard on my studies now, as I really cannot afford to fail any more tests and I'm gonna make sure I don't or I'll slap myself in th face. SYF also is coming up, so there'll be FOUR practices during this march holidays which is a good thing as I can lose some fats. Anyway, I hate Ms Lim. I alrdy told her that I'll be very busy during this holidays, so she said everyone is busy too and stil made me choreograph th f---ing dance steps for th class show-and-tell, which I'm not going to do because I don't give a bloody damn. I saw her getting scolded by someone's parents yesterday, and I was happy. She's a lousy maths teacher anyway, so who cares? She deserved it, and to hell w her for being such a b---- and asshole to me.

During dance practice, I was just venting my anger for scoring such lousy results by dancing w all my might and perspiring like nobody's business. My leg/feet went !@#$%^&*() and I was laughing like a big idiot when LLS sat on my leg to train my right split because I was trying to laugh th pain off, lol. And it worked okay! At least, my juniors managed to cheer me up w their retarded yet adorable actions. Tyloads<3 I cried yesterday night, because I was really stressed out by everything.

Btw, I'm using th laptop to blog. Okay, that sure was real random L-O-L. I dropped my handphone on th floor today again, and I'm pretty sure it's dying soon. Anyway, I'm not banned from th comp because my parents have yet come to know of my actual results, as I only told my dad that my results were bad so no worries! Lol, haha! I'll stil be needing th comp for doing hmwk anyway thus continue tagging, because I'll stil reply tags every now and then. Promise, okay? Well, I guess that's about it. I going to finish up my holiday hmwk ASAP, and try to revise as much as I can. I hope everything goes well for me during this holidays, fingers crossed. I want to work hard, and not fail anymore. Th next time I come back, it'll be a new and improved Caleena w good and stable results. Bye slackness and unhappiness, I hope we never ever meet again.

I pulled the burden from off my back, and tossed it into the wind.

2007-03-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

giving in, letting go of the world we know.

school was boring, as you all know. tell me, when can school ever be interesting? well, perhaps once in a million years. but hey! nerds love school, don't they? l-o-l. mmm, no wonder lj wanted to be a nerd hah.

i'm finished filling up my ss notes, so i'm going to start on my chem ws soon. wish me luck for my physics test tmrw k! i saw some/all of my subjects' marks for CA1 today and hey! i failed my combined humanities by 0.3 marks, like how cool can i get. but at least i passed th others, phew man. or else i thnk i'll ended up crying, seriously. i'm a big crybaby, trust me. no one can stand crying noises, can they? heh, even i myself can't even though i cry alot, well quite alot i would say.

i guess it's time to post pictures/photos? waittt, some are really old ones i wanted post loong ago but forgotten to. well here they are, frm th most recent to th oldest. haha, some are really random ones though.

hanakimi dvd part 3! wheee, got it yesterday when i went to have lunch at pizzahut in tm w xinyi. th ending was indeed quite funny though it didn't make sense, lol. but i stil enjoyed it loads as usual.

th contact lenses i got today, just for SYF. yeah, i know it's such a waste of money. it's totally not worth it lah but zzz, what to do? stupid zls and sls said that i must buy. like wht th crapshitz, right? zzz, gah. i don't know how to wear thm because i was too lazy to let th optician teach me as it was going to take a long time for me to learn, lol. shall just try it out in my free time and hope that i'm able to wear it successfully.

something i drew, heehah. caleena does love frh truckloads.

th falling cans.

th six cans managed to be stacked up, by me! hohoho.

i decided to arrange th stuff nicely after i finished my lunch, hohoho. i'm a neat and tidy girl. not forgetting that i'm nice also. admit it lah! haha, lol.

alright, i guess that's about it. i got to go and finish up my hmwk thn start on my revision for th physics test tmrw. i cannot afford to fail because if you fail you'll have to go for remedial. well, bye folks! have a good sleep tonight, and don't let th bed bugs bite. sweeeeet dreams! ok, maybe it's too early to say that now lol. forgive me, i'm just crapping.

force it down, lose the taste.

2007-03-01T21:15:00.000-08:00

instead of loving your enemies, treat your friends a little better.

guess what? i had to rewrite my zuowen on grass because i copied too much frm th compos zls gave as reference and i actually finished it quite quickly, for my speed lah. well, i just sorta crapped through l-o-l. forget it lah! anyway, i hope th cip trip tmrw won't turn out to be bad, or anything.

school was as boring as usual everyday, and i realised i failed so many tests this term. during th ss test after school today, mskhoo was hinting me and i just couldn't get it so i failed by 1/2 mark. i failed my hcl test as expected, and i got to score for th other part of th hcl test which is 30 marks or i'll just die. i thnk my CA1 marks are gonna be horrible, really horrible. i can't imgaine how high will my L1R5 be. omg, th thought freaks me out, i'm sucha a loser man. i really must buck up now, or i can just forget about going to secfour next year because i'm gonna get retained for sure. gah, i'm so stupid man. i thnk i need some serious help, asap.

pizzahut for lunch w xinyi today was pretty fun, hah. plus, i owe her money because i didn't have enough to pay for my share, lol. well, no pictures/photos for this post. i better get going now and study for my upcoming tests tmrw, because i really cannot afford to fail anymore. WAKE UP AND STOP SLACKING, TAN KAI YI CALEENA. wish me luck, folks. i sure hope something useful gets into my head, zzz.

a person should keep his/her friendships in constant repair.

2007-02-24T12:43:00.000-08:00

a friend is one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.

my hmwk is waiting is for me, and yet i'm blogging here because i had a sudden urge to do so. well, here goes nothing. hey, let's see if this post will be longer than th previous one eh?

school was pretty alright yesterday, but i was tired. i almost fell asleep during some lessons, but luckily i didn't. drboon was yakking away during morning devotion and it was lame. went to library during english and i borrowed a book by th name of You're My BEST FRIEND - I HATE you!, because mrsjuneyeo made us borrow a exposition book. but at least i could slack and managed to read a uber cool book. had re-tingxie and i cheated, but i'm stil gonna fail. lol, that is stupid isn't it?

there wasn't cca for me yesterday, which was superb. sunli didn't know that dance practice was cancelled, like haha! went to tm and cs w xinyi and jinni, and fooled around as usual. after that, me and xinyi sat at tampines mrt platform and talked loads. we missed don't know how many trains and in th end we took th train to pasir ris, waited there for another train, boarded it thn xinyi alighted at tanah merah and crossed over to take th mrt back to simei, leaving me to alight at eunos. it was like, i'm not talking to a junior. it was as if she was my close friend, telling me stuffs and me telling her some very minor stuffs.

YO-SHI-NO-YA!

design A.

the very lame xinyi wrote this.

design B.

i'm indeed very proud of my frh cartoons, yo! haha, i drew them but jinni and xinyi also added some details. (from left) calvin, arron, jiro and wuzun! how adorable right? heehah! alright, coming up next are some random pictures/ photos.

the big eyes. don't you just feel like giving it a big hug? awww.

another adorable kitten.

fahrenheit, th loves of my life w sunyanzi.

well, i guess that's about it. waitt, this post is longer than my previous post yo! mmm, i guess i'm off to do my hmwk and study for my upcoming tests because i cannot afford to fail anymore and i will not. yes, i will not. grr, th stupid blister on my feet is hurting and killing me.

one does not make friends, one recognises them.

2007-02-21T22:31:00.000-08:00

any minute all the pain will stop.

DRATS, THERE'S SCHOOL TMRW BUT AT LEAST IT STARTS AT 8:50 AM. BE JEALOUS, PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT FRM ANGLICAN HIGH.

there isn't dance practices for th whole of this week, which is great. cny was blah, school is evil. i hate secthree life, it's so stressful. wait till secfour, i'll die man. i don't like the new bloggerbeta, but they forced me to change. the mosquito bites are so itchy, they're making me irritated.

yo there, i updated dude. be proud johanna, clara and gracia, i updated just for th three of you. ok, i'm kidding. i updated out of pure boredom which is killing me. i did some of my hmwk which made me so proud of myself. heehah? fahrenheit is love, and that was simply random. i hope to get more angbaos! would anyone be kind enough to give me?

just try and have a little patience.

2007-01-30T21:07:00.000-08:00

when all the clouds darken up the skyway, there's a rainbow highway to be found.

school is alright today, i guess? mskhoo and zhenglaoshi (as usual) didn't come today and i had a hard time collecting ss hmwk. now i know how horrible it is to collect hmwk and barely anyone hands in, zzz. went to 85 to have lunch after school w my juniors and slacked around. you know what? i hate alpha and beta because i don't get it at all, and i thnk i'm going to fail my upcoming tests unless i study tmrw. oh, forget about it. seriously, i thnk school is getting so dull. let's talk about something else happy instead, and not that boring. alright, now it's time for photos and neoprints! heh.

i love jinni and yiting! they're those people who got for me these lovely signatures and i promised them i'll thank them on my blog. just for them, i updated before ten days passed since my last update. so there, here you go! anyway, it has only been three days since my last update so you guys must be honoured k, heh. and even though i didn't managed to see fahrenheit and s.h.e in person when they were in singapore for the past few days, but at least i got their signatures, right? so truthfully, thanks a million lovely ladies.

i spent a bomb on these lovely toys, or whatever you call them. and i bet you'll no idea how much i've spent on them, i'm telling you. but it's worth it cause they're like so adorable, heh!

i fell down during pe today, like how unglam lah! but, i didn't get th two bruises from falling down though. both were "born" during dance practice i thnk, if i didn't remember wrongly.

look at how clean 3E is after me and xinyi cleaned it up today? it was like a total mess before that, and thanks to us it has become so neat and tidy lah! but by tmrw, i thnk it's gonna be back to its original state. gah, zzz. but, i feel a sense of accomplishment man!

anyway, did i mention that i bought diya's single to support her? heh, th pss two final is approaching soon and i thnk it's this sunday if i didn't remember wrongly. i sure hope she wins, but th chance of daren winning is higher i guess? i don't hate daren lah so it's stil ok.

just two of th neoprints i took w my juniors, xinyi and jinni, yesterday. we look retarded, don't we? we kind of screwed it up lah, lol. ending off w one last nice photo! i promise.

i thnk i never post this photo before right? heh, i'm like so into posting pretty pictures and photos on my blog now. whee, ain't it nice? s.h.e and fahrenheit is love! waitt, i haven't watch hanakimi episode eleven but i shall watch it tmrw since it's alr so late now and i've yet done any revision or hmwk! argh, i'm so lazy and sleepy nowadays. oh well, i guess that's about it. bye folks, sleep well tonight and don't let th bed bugs bite.

someday i'll wish upon a star, and wake up where the clouds are far behind me.

2007-01-27T15:43:00.000-08:00

i've been watching you, every little thing you do.

school is getting better now, i thnk? well, i'm slowly catching up and i hope i won't flunk my social studies test. i do not want to get distracted halfway while doing my hmwk anymore because i've got piles of them waiting for me to finish. dance practice was pretty fine yesterday, and guess what? dance is not that horrible after all. stil, it's just a few more months and it's all going to be over, for good. like, omg yay. i'm finally going to be free.

i found many pretty pictures, and i'm going to share them here. plus, i'm like so into rainbows now, and deviantart is h-o-t. i'm serious, dude. it's has so many fabulous pictures.

call me deviantart fan, will you? one more photo coming up, and it's drawn by johanna on my higher chinese textbook. and i'm telling you, she's a born artist.

a pretty flower! notice th feilunhai in chinese, it's written by me. oh well, i stil don't get to see fahrenheit even though they are in singapore for a few days. i'm also not going to th s.h.e's concert tonight, blah. i live a sad life, don't i? gah. but, at least i heard and saw them on th webcam of UFM 100.3 yesterday! not forgetting that if my junior is allowed to go th hanakimi event on monday night at tampines mall, she's helping me to get my hanakimi soundtrack signed. wheee! that's something to cheer me up for th time being.

i'm in like so many groups now. there's onenine, d-bla, m.e.a and small small club? trust me, i'm going to thnk of a new name for small small club. lol, and i shall introduce you a song.

Joy To The World

joy to the world, *** ** is dead.
we barbecue her head.
what happened to her body? we stuff it down the potty.
what happened to her toes? we stuff it up her nose.
what happened to her bra? we hang it in the car.
what happened to her boobs? we give to ** ****.
what happened to her fats? we give it to the rats.
and leave the rest to decompose~ *whoosh!*
decompose~ *whoosh!*
decompose *whoose!*
deeeeeeeeee-commmmmmmmm-posssssssssssssse~ *oh yeah!*

funny, eh? my juniors came up w it, like how cool can they get. aiyah, if you knew who those people in * were, i thnk you'll laugh your head off. mmm, that's about it. i'm off, bye folks.

i think you're fine, you really blow my mind.

2007-01-17T21:52:00.000-08:00

i was fading last night, lost out in the cold.

school is as boring as usual today. i seriously got to buck up and try to pay attention during lessons from now on. it's already th third week of school and i'm like stil so slack.

anyway, my two higher chinese tests are goners for sure. i just crapped through both th papers, like wth. english common test next thursday, omg wake me up please. i do not want to fail anymore tests for this term. anyway, my higher chinese and english teacher suck. i love my literature, history and social studies teachers though!

my english presentation was crap, i just rushed through. i was so nervous and i thought i spoke quite loudly, but johanna told me i was so soft. never mind, it's already over. i made lovely blue crystals w lijing during chemistry lab lesson! first experiment we did successfully without mrtan's help. not forgetting that my class is improving bit by bit? well, i guess so.

onenine along w huiying and lisa celebrated wanzhen's birthday together in th canteen today! we're like go gaoxiao, singing th birthday song. hur, th chocolate birthday cake was delicious! i had such a fun time, eh? let's have more of this kind of celebration, whee!

I LIKE DIYA! :D

i thnk she rocks more than carrie. hey, different people have different views for your info! of course, i won't be so dumb to waste time criticising carrie like a little kid. i thnk diya is like so cool, you mei you! even though she got lower than carrie by just a little bit during th semi finals three and four, i stil thnk she's th best no matter what. diya all th way, go go go!

some random photos!

doesn't it look beautiful? rainbows are such love, aren't they?

ying yang. i made this using sauces from burger king, heh! how cool can i get?

notice th day and time the HL chocolate milk expires. it falls on th day of s.h.e's concert and just five mins before th concert starts! like, omg such a coincidence eh?

want some lovely criss-cut cheese fries? anyway, it's meant to look digusting, hohoho.

well, i guess that's about it. i have like a zillion super duper itchy mosquito bites on my feet. my whole feet is like red from my sratching. anyway, school starts at 9 am tmr! yay, another one hour of sleep for me. waittt! there's dance practice tmr, like yucks.

i know that i have put the past behind, i let it go.

2007-01-07T18:41:00.000-08:00

nobody's got to belong to somebody else.

sec three life is horrible, and i hate it oh-so-much. i miss 2ko6 loads, because 3eo7 cannot be compared w it. all th happiness, talking and fun we had. it's all over, for good. 2ko6 was always very noisy during lessons, while 3eo7 is so quiet and attentive. i'm not saying being quiet and attentive is not good, but that i'm just not used to it. even when 2ko6 is noisy, i stil can concentrate and have fun at th same time. i really miss those days, more than ever.

now that sec three life is so tense, it's so difficult to have fun. i really hope th upcoming bonding camp can bond 3eo7 together because we're really just all scattered around th classes w our own friends. i hope 3eo7 will be a great, bonded and united class in th future.

i met almost all my teachers, and most of them are pretty fine. i'm a social studies rep and i like it. th social teacher was like: are you single, available and ready to be my ss rep? aww, how adorable. she's really a nice teacher, not forgetting that she let us off early for recess because all of us were like so sleepy. so here are my teachers!

English: Mrs June Yeo
Elementary Mathematics & Additional Mathematics/ Form Teacher: Mdm Lim
Higher Chinese: Zheng Lao Shi
Chemistry: Mrs Lam
Physics: Mr Ong
History (Core): Mr Yeow (:
English Literature (Elective): Mr Ong (:
Social Studies: Ms Khoo (:
SEL : Mrs Neo
PE: Mr Hoo (?)

what do you think, are they good teachers eh? i hope they are because sec three is really an important year. my english and maths teachers are like, omg. i seriously don't think they'll do a good job. they seemed, uh so not good. lol, i'm serious. if only ms lily koh was taking me for elective lit, i'll be so happy i'll cry. seriously, she's a fab teacher man.

i finished my hwmk yesterday, all by myself! i wasted a lot of correction tape on th four maths questions, but at least i managed to figure them out and get th correct answers! heh. i'm so worried for my english presentation, and luckily it's not my turn tmr. only six sec ones managed to get in dance, and that's like wow. but who cares? it's not really my business.

katharine mcphee's album is coming out soon! and her latest single, over it, is fab! btw, hanakimi first set of dvd is out in singapore alr. i'm not getting it because i don't like feel like buying it, lol. i'm weird, yes i know. life's a blast, ain't it?

a new beginning, a reason for living, a deeper meaning.

2007-01-01T17:20:00.000-08:00

all is vanity and chasing after wind.

happy new year! let's hope that it's a great year ahead for all of us. will 2007 be better than 2006? well, i sure hope so. 2006 hasn't been a really great year for me, all th tears shed and unhappiness. but stil, let's just forget it and do not make th same mistakes again. as we grow older, i guess people change. for the better, or worse. don't we?

i hate it when i'm having my ------. it makes me moody, and to have no appetite. wait, in this way i can slim down before school reopens. hey, it's not such a bad thing after all right? i bet i must have gain weight during th hols because i couldn't resist th temption of delicious food.

i'm rewatching koone, simply because i thnk it worth watching again. i can't wait for zhong ji yi jia man, which i thnk is showing in taiwan after hanakimi? oh yay! i've another drama waiting for me after hanakimi ends. heh! i won't be bored anymore, whee.

just some random pictures. time really flies, and school is reopening in two days' time? that's fast and luckily i've finished my hwmk. well, i've nothing much to worry about right? i sure hope my class, 3eo7, will be a good class. stil, i'll certainly miss 1ko5 and 2ko6.

all our belongings in shopping carts, its good-bye.

2006-12-27T17:50:00.000-08:00

i wish i could take this day, and make it last forever.

i'm officially broke after buying some stuffs i wanted, zzz. i need cash or else how am i going to buy other stuffs! school is reopening soon, and i don't know if that's a good thing. gah!

i got my tokyojuliet soundtrack, koone soundtrack and dvd last saturday. btw i got my koone dvd at $14.95, what a bargain man. there's two parts missing in th dvd, which th vcd has. but, clara is helping me burn th two parts. so, TY CLARA! i've finished watching th koone dvd in three days! th drama is like so nice so i just couldn't stop and watched almost th whole day.

well, guess what? jinni's friend got for her hanakimi dvd's first set from taiwan and she lent me to me! omg, i love her man. i shall get my brother to help me buy th 10GB DVD-R to burn it soon. in order to repay her big favor, i'm helping her burn soundtracks and th koone dvd for her. hey, i will repay favors one ok! yes i know, i'm very nice haha.

had another orientation rehearsal today, well this is th third and last one. th performance is on 29 dec, and omg it's so near. i hope everything goes really well and that i won't screw it up.

christmas wasn't very fun for me, because i just stayed at home and watched my koone dvd. but hey, at least it wasn't that bad right? or was it. to me, it was stil quite nice watching my drama! lala. so, did you guys enjoyed your christmas? hohoho, late merry christmas greetings to all of you out there! did you guys get manymany presents? mmm.

i finished all my hmwk! ain't i hardworking, heh. i guess some of you haven't finish yours eh? msn messenger wasn't working, zzz. i guess i'm off to watch my drama! that's all folks.

no matter what i get tonight, i want more.

2006-12-22T19:36:00.000-08:00

some people wait a lifetime, for a moment like this.

i left my umbrella in school, gah. alright, how dumb can i get? yes, i know i'm uber sotong. dance practice was pretty slack w that new teacher, and we ended on time for once! went to tm w xinyi and ate longjohnsilver's. walked around and went home, lol? i only realised that i left my umbrella in school when i was reaching home. it was raining and i suddenly remembered that i left my umbrella outside th aircon hall. i thnk it's gone alr, zzz. i dashed across th road w/o an umbrella and was drenched.

my new love, tokyo juliet. bought th vcd from TS at around $26 yesterday when i went out w ting. wheee, i'm going to camp in front th portable dvd player!

i'm gonna get th DVD of this drama, KO One soon! i sure hope there is stil some in carrefour. heh, now it's my turn to go crazy over it. eh, clara? hohoho.

these four people are acting something like a sequel to KO One, called Zhong Ji Yi Jia. for your info, KO One is called Zhong Ji Yi Ban in mandarin. waitt, it's not exactly a sequel because th plot is different. but stil, can't wait for it. wheee!

omg, i need more and more cash for ALL these. mayb i shouldn't be such a spendthrift anymore. it's time to start saving money again! my savings are running dry, sob.

the second gaiban of evanyo's album! hey, i stil love him you know. zzz, why haven't it come to singapore yet? or is it not coming? argh, i m-u-s-t resist th temption.

how adorable! whee, i'm love fahrenheit. finally went for a haircut in STORM yesterday and i got a nice haircut! th $19.90 forked out was pretty worth it eh? ate cafe cartel yesterday too then ting and i were bloated after that. yumyum!

i've yet to finish my stupid holiday hmwk. left w one last jianbao, and i'm gonna finish it tonight. i am, i am, i am! yes, i am. must not be distracted, must not succumb to temptions, i must not and i'll not. ok, that's decided. btw, hey clara! i updated, heh.

everything changes, but beauty remains.

2006-12-16T17:34:00.000-08:00

people are like rubber bands, they need to be stretched to be effective.

had another dance practice today, but it was for both orientation dance and chair dance. guess this time i gotta really buck up for th orientation dance, because nalina said if by th next rehearsal our dance don't improve, they might cancel th item. that's like, all my efforts will be wasted. it means i've been going for th practices for nothing! zzz, that's terrible. th chair dance practice was pretty slack for me, because i was sitting there for almost th whole time.

managed to buy th hanakimi xiezhen from kino today! it comes w a free calendar, whee. went down to bugis w xinyi after dance practice today, and i rushed to kino once i stepped foot in bugis. i was so worried the xiezhen was gonna to be sold out, but lucky for me there was stil quite a lot. i got LIME! too. had lunch w xinyi at KFC, and th queue at th female toilet was very long so i waited for a million years. xinyi met up w her friends and i went off. i was reading LIME! on th mrt so i missed my stop and had to alight at Bedok and take th mrt back to Eunos. that was stupid, wasn't it? aiyah, i was far too engrossed in LIME! lah.

i was typing halfway when my mum was nagging like an old hag, and it was bloody noisy. so i stopped and saved it as a draft. came back to type this post after she stopped and i had my dinner. what a nuisance she is. she made me wash my own school shoes, so i treat it as if it was her and scrubbed it w a lot of force. it was as if i was disfiguring her, yay. after that, it was quite clean you know! haha, yes i know i'm very pro at washing shoes.

new skin up! and i thnk it's lovely. hurhur! don't th dolls on jiro, ella and wuzun look adorable? oh, i want them so badly! but i thnk it's only available in taiwan and they are limited edition. that means limited stock, argh! zzz, why can't singapore have as much stuffs as taiwan?

something that wuzun, ella and jiro wrote for Play, a taiwan magazine, on one of th pages. oh, how great. if only kino had th magazine, but i thnk it's sold out or something. went precious thots today and th december figurine i wanted is out of stock, again. vivocity, tampinesmall and bugis, all out of stock. i guess i just don't have th luck, gah.

i need someone to catch this three movies w me! anyone would gladly go w me, lol? zzz, guess i might miss open season but it's all right! at least let me catch the holiday and unaccompanied minors! anyone, please? wait, i haven't finish my holiday homework. oh, crap! it just has to ruin everything. can someone help me w my jianbaos, sob?

no piano lesson for three weeks, yay! class chalet and dance camp in 2 days, gah. i sure hope everything goes well. someone will be painting my house starting next monday to next wednesday, rarrh. gotta find cover! hey, what do you know? th class chalet and dance camp are coming in handy!

sugar coated lies, oh how i want to believe them but only a fool would try.

2006-12-15T15:49:00.000-08:00

my love is tainted by your touch.

it has been a busy and tiring week for me, w dance practices every single day. i'm tired and sleepy. th weather is giving me a bad headache, and i'm definitely not enjoying it.

had a short dance practice before the cca orientation rehearsal today. dance was th second last cca to perform and we waited a million years for our turn. not forgetting there was two rehearsals, so practically we spent most of our time waiting. well, i was pretty screwed during th rehearsal. i forgot some of my steps, didn't manage to catch th beat and didn't really dance properly.

since morning, my left leg is aching like nuts, while my right leg is all right. this is really getting frustrating. guess what? i'm hungry even after having a heavy lunch w my juniors. i ate more than anyone of thm, yet i'm stil hungry!

(credits to sharon.)

aren't they just so adorable? hohoho! jinni got influenced by me and went to watch hanakimi on YouTube. and ta-dah! she fell in love w it, so now she's blaming me for introducing it to her. but hey! it's not really my fault, is it?

i think this is a lovely picture. if i'm not wrong, it's th content page of th hanakimi novel. btw, new skin and new song! don't really love th skin that much, but just wanted a change of skin. love th song truckloads though! it is hanakimi's theme song. enjoy! hurs.

s.h.e and fahrenheit. zzz, should i eat? or should i just let myself go hungry until dinner time. oh gosh, i can't make up my mind. argh! this is getting nowhere.

never imagined i'd be sitting here beside myself.

2006-12-11T20:35:00.000-08:00

to believe in oneself and never let anyone try to take you down or discourage you.

like what the f---, dance practice starts at 7 am tmr! at first it was 8 am, then today it was 7:30 am. so maybe wednesday's dance practice will start at 6:30 am? somemore i'll have more chair dance practice after b---- liao's practice and orientation dance practice that lasts till 3 pm! 7 am to 3 pm, that's like 8 hours! YAY, I'M SO HAPPY THAT I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR. what the hell?

something terrible happened at dance practice today, and i don't feel like talking about it. b---- liao dragged dance to 11:45 am, and it was well expected. almost had orientation dance practice after that, but a lot of people weren't free so it's gonna be tmr. phew, or i wouldn't be able to go tampines mall today. lucky for me, lol?

caught cinderella w xinyi and jinni. it wasn't exactly scary, fine it was scary to me. i was practically covering my face everytime th scary parts come and peeping through my fingers. overall, it was a bit dumb. the ending was like, wait. there wasn't exactly any ending. th last part was weird.

FAHRENHEIT<3

i bought their third gaiban album, yay! it was simply so hard to resist. omg, i'm really falling in love w them. jiro, aaron, calvin, wuzun! c'mon, make some noise. i love fahrenheit!

we were bigger than anything, remember us at our best and don't forget about us.

2006-12-09T21:01:00.000-08:00

you speak and the words flow like honey.

i bought th hanakimi novel yesterday! woohoo. met up w jinni and xinyi after their dance practice ytd and went to bugis. they squeezed from th left side of th mrt to th right side to look for me, lol. jinni bought a white bag after much thought and we went longjohn's after that.

we went vivo city too! like finally i stepped into it, and the first shop i went to is candyempire. i bought 2 large packets of potato chips there, and i finished one packet alr but not all by myself, obviously! or i'll be a big fat pig in no time.

my brother is already in taiwan, and i asked him to buy th hanakimi xiezhen which came out yesterday in taiwan for me. i hope he really does!

i'm gonna buy th third gaiban album of fahrenheit and second gaiban album of evanyo! can't wait to get my hands on them on monday.

photos of fahrenheit's cute poses! they're like so cute, can you believe it? who knew a boyband can be sooo cute!

aren't they soooo adorable? they are love! i thnk i'm falling in love w fahrenheit soon, lol. gah?

i keep on wondering if this was even meant to be.

2006-12-07T20:35:00.000-08:00

both of us broken, caught in the moment.

i'm dead tired, after three straight days of dance. zzz, three hours each day is stil ok. i can take it, i know i can! luckily there's no dance on sat, or i'll have to wake up early and miss my sleep again.

i bought 4 albums in just 4 days! yes, i know i'm very pro. i just can't resist th temption lah, gah! i had to clear my iTunes library to hold my new songs. i never knew i had so much songs i don't ever listen to. my cupboard is FULL of albums, and it's running out of space soon. better TRY to stop getting anymore albums, LOL.

hannah montana ost! i got this on my birthday. i went to four shops and it was sold out in three shops. th last shop had one last one and they looked all over for it, lol. luckily they found it, or i'll be so sad. phew!

got this step up soundtrack yesterday when i went out w miaoqian and jinni after dance practice. it was th last one, oh lucky me! we caught deck the halls, and it wasn't as boring as what someone put it to be. it was quite funny and entertaining, you know! hiak hiak.

i bought hua yang shao nian shao nu soundtrack and fahrenheit's album today! i don't regret my choice at all, both albums are great! i had to treat jinni to a medium fries because she pei me walk to th shops to get my albums. i was too glad so i happily obliged, but it's ok too!

i just love going out w xinyi, gracia, jinni and miaoqian after dance practices. jinni and miaoqian are such ~~cute~~ retards!

hua yang shao nian shao nu is very very nice! i caught 3 episodes of it on YouTube and i was totally laughing t whole time, omgomg. i'm so in love w it! it's soooo funny that i can't stop laughing. i was like totally GLUED to my comp yesterday night. my brother is going taiwan, and i hope th dvd or vcd comes out so that he can get it for me!

th book, or novel i would put it.

th dvd! hohoho, th first set is coming out on 15 dec 2007, second set on 17 jan 2007 and third set on 13 feb 2007, in taiwan. i wonder when will it come to singapore? i thnk it's gonna take a long time, boo! gah, i'm so nuts over it. pardon me, but i just can't help it!

my secret love, bittersweet symphony.

2006-12-03T19:41:00.000-08:00

there's a passion inside, an inner strength that drives.

time really flies. a few more hours and i've been living for 14 years on this earth. birthdays come and go, just like that. well, it doesn't really make a difference i guess?

my brother just got shi xin hui's album and she looks ---- in t photos. since she can sing, does she really have to go to that extent for t photos? tell me, why does she even bother to wear those ------ tops.

i'm almost finishing the five people you meet in heaven and guess what? it's quite interesting or else i won't reading it so fast, would i? guess i can do my english book report soon! hur, i'm very hardworking you know? hohoho!

i feel tired easily these days, guess it's because i keep sleeping very late at night. well, maybe i should sleep early and wake up early for a change. mmm, indeed i should.

new skin! pretty ain't it? hur, it took me quite some time to change it until i'm happy w it. now it's all gorgeous and neat, just t way i like it.

i'm bored, gah. i think, i feel like doing a quiz, so here goes. it's a quiz i got from someone's blog, and it's not too long or too short. lala, hiak hiak.

eyeliner or mascara?
neither.

disney films or scary films?
disney films defintely!

skirts or jeans?
jeans, duh! it's not easy to catch me in a skirt, you know.

socks or leggings?
obviously, socks!

hoodies or jackets?
jackets.

heels or sneakers?
sneakers are more comfortable.

straight or curly hair?
straight at t top, and pretty curls at t bottom.

hoop or dangling earrings?
neither, i got no ear holes yet.

side bangs or one lengthed?
pardon me?

your favorite color?
black, white, blue, pink and purple!

victoria's secret or bath and body?
uh?

smoothies or lattes?
lattes!

diet or regular sodas?
no idea.

water or daquiris?
water!

diamonds or pearls?
both please?

mary-kate or ashley olsen?
i'm not really interested in either of them.

this or that?
thisthat.

iPod or cell phone?
i can't live without both.

friends or family?
uh, i don't know.

manicure or pedicure?
neither.

love or peace?
when there's love, there's peace.

sunglasses or purses?
purses, i guess.

what do you own?
[ ] coach purse.
[ ] dooney & bourke purse.
[x] a computer.
[x] a cd player.
[ ] a stereo.
[x] a spice girl cd.
[ ] cosmo magazine.
[x] a teddy bear.
[ ] build a bear.
[ ] an aeropostale skirt.
[ ] an abercrombie skirt.
[ ] a hot top shirt/skirt.
[ ] aeropostale shirt/pants.
[x] the mean girls dvd.
[ ] a TV in my room.
[ ] diamond earrings.
[ ] pearl necklace.
[ ] homecoming/prom dress.
[x] a book.
[ ] a myspace account.
[ ] perfume or spray.
[x] a black shirt.
[ ] an abercrombie or hollister shirt.
[ ] pink nail polish.

do you know exactly where the blush goes?
cheeks?

do you wash your face at least once a day?
of course!

do you use an eyelash curler?
i'm not that vain yet.

do you use waterproof mascara?
of course, not.

ok, that's all. it killed quite some time, didn't it? blogger is lagging, and i'm not enjoying it at all. boo, i'm off. bye folks!

in the back of my mind i can't help but question.

2006-12-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

martini kisses land on my blistered bloody scarlet lips.

i don't know what i'm doing here! but since i'm already here i shall just blog, righty? hiak hiak.

oh well, i had this nightmare quite long ago but i want to type it out. so here goes! i dreamt that someone or me, i don't know who because everything was so blurred, had a bad headache. thus, that person went to see a doctor and t result was that he/she had a big tumor and many other small tumors in his/her brain. it was scary! there was someone beside here comforting him/her. after that i woke up, so i don't know if that person died, or not.

i can't imagine dying so young, gulp. there is so many stuff i want to do! things undone, dreams unfulfilled. there'll be so much regrets, gah. but dreams/nightmares are normally t opposite of reality, ain't it? well, i sure do hope so!

i caught casino royale w xinyi and gracia after t ever-so-fun dance practice today. well, the movie was not bad eh? we smuggled long john silver's in, hur. i bought the five people you meet in heaven by mitch albom for my english book report from popular, and the book is quite interesting you know but hey, that's what xinyi said but gracia doesn't agree though. i personally think it's quite nice, lol? btw, eva green was so hot in t movie! too bad she died in t end.

my mum got me half a Ritz Apple Strudel, yumyum! haha, i'm gonna gain weight again but who cares? it's too heavenly to resist.

i think Triumph In The Skies is very nice, so i'm rewatching it on channelu again! hohoho, it's a interesting drama ain't it? in any case, i sure hope there isn't dance practice tmr.

a ball of string unwind me, uncomfortable as a centerfold.

2006-11-30T15:23:00.000-08:00

some days i feel broke inside, but i won't admit.

all hail me! i finished one zuowen, like yay! i seriously did not crap, but wrote how i really want my life to be next time. a happy and beautiful life, hur.

i had a very scary dream yesterday night. what i dreamt was that wanzhen fell down from my house and landed on tiles. when we all rushed down she was bleeding madly, and it was very scary. onenine started crying like nuts and we rushed her to t hospital. luckily she didn't die, omg we were all like gonna faint. after that, i thnk i woke up. or did i have another dream? i can't remember, everything was happening so quickly. it was very rare that i'll have a scary dream, or a nightmare i would put it.

i'm almost finishing a whole 200 grams of famous amos no nuts chocolate chip cookies in two days' time! omg, it's so heavenly. yumyum!

there was supposed to be dance practice today, gah. but t very last minute they cancelled it, yay! i'm so happy lah, or else i would be rotting in school in t morning if i wasn't informed. lol, go to school and wait there like a fool. i would be like some sort of kuku head, zzz.

evan yo has a new mv! and it's nice. haha, i just realised that t song is nice too, hur. click here to view his new mv, meng bu luo guo di. :D

~~if only they could put t mv up on his official website, then i can download it! argh, let's hope they do so. hiak hiak!~~ woots, i managed to download it! though t quality ain't very good, but who cares? hohoho!

you would be the one who take this heart and hold it.

2006-11-29T18:21:00.000-08:00

look at the stars at night my love, i'll be thinking of you.

i deleted my archives because i couldn't believe how kuku i sounded last time. now no one will ever know, except me of course! lol, hiak hiak hiak.

i ate a lot today, gah. i must have gained weight! argh, must not eat so more again. must resist t temption of t food, i must. rarrh! no more pigging out for me.

i finished qi gai jian zai in like two days' time! yay, i'm like so pro eh? one book down, one more boring book to go. maybe i should consider reading another book for t english book report. my ppt for the da vinci code is crap, totally.

i stil got my two jianbaos and one zuowen to go, zzz. for a moment i thought my zuowen paper died on me but then i found them! six pieces of them, just nice two pieces for each. 850 words for each jianbao and zuowen, like yay. you're gonna find me dead, rotting on the zuowen paper.

i just couldn't resist t temption of putting up a photo of evanyo! such adorable-ness and love is simply irresistible and mesmerizing. i'm not nuts yet, mind you! lol.

when i wanted to tell you i made a mistake, i walked away.

2006-11-28T14:51:00.000-08:00

let me be your someone to hold you tight.

Ritz Apple Strudel is love at first bite! yumyum, i can never get sick of such a heavenly food.

was down w flu yesterday and i was supposed to go to t doctor to get a mc for dance practice, not forgetting i even smsed t level rep that i wasn't going. but guess what happened in the end? i went for t dance practice instead because my mum once again kp me until i couldn't take it. i just sat there and watched t people dance around. to be honest, i can barely remember any steps. oh well, gonna catch up t next orientation dance practice.

i thnk i'm going to have a orientation dance practice on my birthday, which is uber horrible. seriously, i stil dislike dance as much as i used to. i'm just making it an effort to go for all dance practices i can so that sls won't kp and call my mum again. at least lls ain't kping me during t dance practices anymore, zzz. now those -----(es) won't have a chance to complain about me not going for dance practices.

the bbq on sunday was loove! we had a wonderful girls' night/bbq at mavis' house! the food was delicious and i ate alot. well, i was totally pigging out, lol. you know what? i guess it was really a rare occasion where we all could bond together and have those kind of little talks. the missing girl didn't really make a difference i guess because we stil had a great time without her. everyone was just enjoying themselves and cherishing the very last moments we might have together.

maybe to you, face is more important than friends. what can i say? it's your choice. as a outsider, i have no rights to comment on it. i just wanna say, t world isn't all about you only and not everything is always about you. yes i admit i'm at fault too, but it's not only me. people make mistakes and that doesn't mean there's no turning back. it all depends whether are you willing to forgive and forget. that is what friends are for, to give you a second chance and help you. i can't promise you that i won't do it again, but i'll try my best. i meant no offence, really. still, i know you think i'm only acting. i can't do anything about it, can i?

well, i just hope that all of us can still be friends even after we go different classes and our separate ways. i really don't wish to see hatred between us anymore. tell me, where did all the happy times we used to spend together go to?

evan yo is love, to me that is! gah. i wanna catch casino royale because evan yo watched it! lol, must be really nice that's why he go watch. hiak hiak! i'm nuts about him, and i mean very very nuts. well i thnk you can't imagine how nuts i am about him, lol.

i'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby.

2006-11-22T15:35:00.000-08:00

there's no mercy in a live wire, no rest at all in freedom.

i was supposed to out now, happily buying a new book to read. but! my mum has to ruin everything and come kp me, saying that it's gonna rain soon and let's just get HER master card and go home. then its meaningless for me to go right? f--- it, i hate her.

at least my brother is gonna get me some nice lunch rather than asking me to eat her disgusting cooking for lunch, again. oh gawd, yucks! please save me from hell, anyone?

thinking of her makes my mood turn bad, gah. i should just munch happily on my mini cakes for now. mmm, nice.

step up was nice! haha wanling's cousin and sister joined us too and it was pretty weird. but it was quite nice overall, haha. btw happy feet is opening in cinemas tmr, woohoo! and harry potter and the order of the phoenix will be in cinemas on 12 jul 2007!

oh god, i think evan yo is adorable! yikes, he can play the guitar (i think), piano and violin! and i think he's currently studying too. he's talented, adorable, clever and is good at singing! OMG, I LOVE HIM. hiak hiak! >:D

Shopaholic & Baby.
Will the imminent arrival of the pitter patter of tiny feet finally make Becky Brandon frugal? Her husband Luke certainly hopes so, but there are eventualities to prepare for. Will the baby be a boy or girl? What happens if its twins... or more?

this book is coming out 27 feb 2007! omg, i can't wait to get my hands on it.

wanted to post some photos of my new toys which are love but couldn't find the usb cable for t camera, gah!

lijing managed to appeal successfully into B6 too, yay! so now i got lijing w me for another two years. hmm, bliss. ohya, forgot to mention i appealed successfully into B6! woohoo. i had to called the GO people twice ytd to confirm which combi i got in lol, and went to school today to order my books. i had to wait for like almost a million years, ok i'm kidding.

well, that's all folks. i'm off, bye! much love to onenine. ok, i know there's no link lol? just let me be.

it takes a girl to understand just how to win.

2006-11-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

take me to the place you cry from, where the storm blows your way.

i just had a big meal, and i'm defintely bloated. i ate so much, my stomach can almost explode. don't blame me for stuffing myself, i missed my breakfast just for this dinner.

i caught material girls with ting and hweezy ytd, and one ticket costed $9.50 on a weekend! like wth lah, so expensive! but at least i finally watched material girls after such a loong wait! :D i bought three lovely sets of little machines and it's soo adorable!

i'm off to tm tmr to catch step up with wanling and mavis, yay! i heard it's a nice romantic dancing movie eh? hehe.

so currently, these are the movies i wanna catch more desperately than the others but are not in cinemas yet. hmms, they are not alot are they? lol.

the appeal results are coming out tmr. i'm looking forward to it, but at the same time i dreading it too. mixed feelings, zzz. praying hard for tmr, gah.

i'm pacing by the phone because i hate to be alone.

2006-11-17T22:55:00.000-08:00

when your heart's heavy, i'll lift it for you.

this post is specially dedicated to x because he keeps asking me to update since i'm sooo free.

_ _ _ loves _ _ _ _ _ _!

every second chance begins with a first step.

2006-11-14T14:00:00.000-08:00

there will be no grudges held.

i'm desperate to go out and catch material girls. I'M SERIOUSLY DESPERATE. i WAS supposed to go out today, but there was only me and my friend and it seemed meaningless so we cancelled it.

i hope i'll really get to go out tmr, zzz. happy feet w my girlfriends next thursday at vivocity and bbq at mavis' house next sunday w the whole of onenine! :D yay!

I CAN'T WAIT TO STEP FOOT INTO VIVOCITY. it seems so wonderful man, a big big place w many many many shops. woohoo!

i'm bored being stuck at home man, very bored. everyday i just rot in front of my comp, tv and t da vinci code book. and yea, i'm gonna finish t da vinci code in 2 weeks. just you wait and see, jerome. :D

i wonder how's my appeal going? but at least it's not driving me nuts like my eoy results last time. i have learnt to take things easy, and it won't kill to be in tripsci lit. so yups, either combi A1, A3 or B6 is all fine w me.

the truth is a funny and powerful thing because no one can deny it.

2006-11-09T21:22:00.000-08:00

nothing in this world can stop us tonight.

i appealed to phy, chem, corehist and electlit combi. hehehe? yes i know i'm fickle-minded, but i think i'll do better in t doublesci combi cos i'm weak in my biology. plus i also couldn't find anyone the swop w me, zzz. and i also added behind if i cannot go into t doublesci combi, i sincerely hope you will let me go into t tripsci hist combi. let's pray hard, for me!

my mom is scolding my brother and now my brother is quarrelling w her. i think she slapped him three times for banging the table and shouting at her.

the story goes like that: my brother brought two of my cousins out to vivo city and when he came home, he asked my dad for some extra cash. so my mom asked him how much he spent and then she went totally nuts when she heard he spend $100+. but it's like 6 hours at vivo city, 2+ pm to 8+ pm, spending $100+ is understandable. vivo city! what you want? merely just because my cousins are well-off as their mom is a big-shot in her company, my mom thinks my brother wasted money. but when you bring people out, you ought to spend a little on them right?

oh, she went totally off t track. she's totally nuts. when she scolds me, i just wear my earphones and blast music into my ears. by then, she can complain for all she wants and for all i care. even if i can't stand it and quarrel w her, i'll always "lose" because she'll threaten to throw me out and beat me up. she always thnk she's soooo big and soooo right. as far as i'm concerned, she's just a old hag.

i went for dance practice today and it was totally slack. so jiayu got pissed and lectured some of t sectwos. so jiaying cried?

i went tampines after t practice and short meeting w jinni, xinyi and gracia. i collected my mini test tube and bought some cute hp strap! when someone calls you or you call someone, the _ _ _ _ on the guy (?) will light up. sooo adorable! and the _ _ _ _ just lighted up for no reason, lol?

t kite that made onenine proud! :D

all right, pray hard for my appeal once again! *prays hard* let's hope it'll be successful and i'll get in either t combi B6 or A3. fingers crossed! that's all, i'm off. bye folks!

nothing in this world can turn out the light.

2006-11-08T19:53:00.000-08:00

tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart.

this is so crap! i got in my third choice for the secthree combi, which is like tripsci and electivelit. i never dreamt of getting in that combi, at all. now i'm stuck in it, so i guess i just got to make do w it for the time being.

i'm so gonna try my best to appeal or to find people to change w me so i can go into tripsci hist, and work really hard in it. i'm not really cut out for tripsci lah, so i gotta work my hardest in it. since i have dance practice (yucks!) tmr, i gonna pop by the general office and get the appeal form. oh please give me luck, please.

this is killing me, i keep on thinking about how horrible it will be if i can't appeal or find someone to swop w me. gah!

i went out w kahwee and ting today. watched t movie flushed away and ate lunch. we each bought some stuff and at least we three had a date, after ages. whee! we're back as laopos, happily together again. :D

decided to post up more memorable photos of the shanghai trip, so enjoy! some might be too gay, so hold your breath(s) and witness the true gayness of (a) certain boy(s).

mavis and me!

the three married girls. :D

all hail the gays!

aww, so gay eh?

guess who is she! hohoho.

THE KING OF ALL GAYS! :D

group photo of twojay and twokay.

we're as tall as the statue eh?

hugs.

my laopo and laogong trying to make the kite. my cutie pies. :D

and it flew!

well, i'm off. and i hope weichiat really wants tripsci lit as lijing has mentioned. so i can swop w him into tripsci hist! hehe.

i'm feeling hung over and out of touch.

2006-11-05T22:14:00.000-08:00

you're the last thing my heart expected.

i'm back, breathing the fresh singapore air and drinking the delicious singapore water.

will be posting the photos today and doing some updating.

day one.

with geoffrey at the airport on our way to shanghai!

i secretly took this, hehehe.

outside the shanghai museum with my laopo mickey! :D

beautiful night scenery.

day two.

beautiful morning scenery.

mavis, wanling and me.

me and geoffrey.

me and shangkun. notice that i'm taller than him, hahaha.

three boys acting like retards.

i think geoffrey's so adorable while someone tried to grab zixiang's neck. perrfect timing! :D

me, zhen wanling and mavis.

geoffrey, me and mavis. geoffrey's acting cute!

mavis and i learnt this from geoffrey, hahaha.

weyjian acting cute!

the two of them acting retarded.

haha, weyjian learnt that pose from china men cos he says that's what they always do while taking photos.

took this photo with kahwee when she was photogenic.

funny photo of geoffrey and weyjian eh?

acting retarded with ting.

this time i'm acting retarded with kahwee.

shixuan acting cool.

onenine! :D

day three.

cute retards. :D

the fingers we use to take our onenine pledge.

ting and me.

day four.

artistic photo.

can you see three little things popping out of the water lol?

beautiful flowers.

day five.

the ships are so striking!

beautiful shanghai at night.

day six.

soya sauce, me and leelaoshi.

ting, wanzhen, mavis, me and wanling. all smiles! :D

jerome and me.

me, wanling and mavis. we married on 31st oct and wanling is the laogong! :D

day seven.

guess who is this retarded kuku nuthead with the stupid feather-like thing on her hair?

day eight.

me and buddy, zhang yan. trust me, she doesn't look so retarded in person. believe me, she's very cute in person!

a proud onenine with our kite! :D with the stupid psycho in the background.

onenine's kite flying in the sky! :D even if the comes down, it'll fly up again.

finally, a unknown superhero not wearing underwear on the outside. well i think so, can't see clearly in the picture.

day nine.

me and the tour guide.

weyjian, me and geoffrey upon arrival at singapore airport!

zixiang, me and keane.

me and geoffrey. it was last photo i took and that was the end of twokay's shanghai trip.

random photos.

the vcds i bought. half is in chinese, the other half in english.

books?

fish leong's latest album.

bears without ears with a minnie toy.

this time, bears with ears with the minnie toy.

the mickey watch of not very good quality.

two cute keychains.

many many cute handphone straps. i went crazy over them lol.

nice keychains!

adorable is the word to describe them.

the necklaces and ring i bought.

the name card of the motel 168 i stayed in.

i had to take headache medicine on the plane to shanghai. when the plane landed in shanghai, my ear was stuck for almost the whole day. it was simply horrible!

last day of the trip was quite unlucky for me and yiting. cos we woke up late and then i locked ourselves out of our hotel room. i thought yiting was in the toilet so i just closed the door when i went over the wanzhen's room. ended up i saw her in wanzhen's room and i was like omg. i went to wanling and mavis's room to borrow their toilet to bath while ting called the room service to get help and that time i was on the verge of crying. but still, i did not cry cos i thought i shouldn't cry over such a stupid matter.

it was a very memorable trip which i'll never forget in my whole life. many things happened and it wasn't all happy or sad. still, i wish the shanghai trip could last longer. at first i wasn't very sad during the last day of school but after the shanghai trip, i really couldn't bear to part with twokay. i wanted to cry but i saw that no one was crying, so i did not show my tears.

all the happy and hard times we went through together as a class, is now officially all over. no more turning back, that's it. that's end of 1ko5 and 2ko6 and the thought of having to split up with twokay is really heartbreaking.

i'll really miss the whole class. there are happy memories which i'll never forget. even though our class is not as bonded as other classes, still we have a special kind of bond that no one other classes have. we're special in our own way and there's only one of our kind.

i believe our journey will not end here. it's a never-ending journey, and this is just a new beginning for us. some things might change, but i know some things will never change. we'll always be the way we are, a special group of our own kind.

nothing can ever replace 1ko5&2ko6. i love 1ko5&2ko6 truckloads. 1ko5&2ko6 forever and ever.

some hearts just get lucky sometimes.

2006-10-26T15:18:00.000-07:00

will you still love me in the morning? forever and ever, babe.

life is horrible for me. i keep having mood swings nowadays and it's pissing me off. i'm reaching my limit soon and i'm going to explode anytime, anywhere.

one moment i can be sooo looking forward to the shanghai trip, another moment i just dread it. this is killing me. i wish i could just drop dead and die now. life seems so meaningless to me now because i don't even know who or what am i living for.

school was boring as usual today. drboon did the morning devotion and it was crap. after that we went back to class and slacked. talent time was the next and it wasn't very entertaining, but at least they tried. we cleaned the classroom and got back our report slips and other stuff. at least i improved, but there's still a long way for me to go. took class photos for the last time, well it wasn't exactly the whole class i guess? i went popular to buy a 30k maple cash card and took a light snack at kfc. i just went off alone without saying much after that because i was pissed. no one seemed to bother either. i bet they must think that i was ap. who cares, i'm just a invisible girl who doesn't make a difference in anyone's life anyway. shan't go into details about today, i'm not in the mood.

asiasoft is down and i can't redeem my maple cash. oh, this is such crap.

i feel like just lying down somewhere and rot to death, once and for all. no one seems to care anyway. even if i die, i don't think anyone will notice the difference. maybe they're better off without me? maybe they can't wait for me to die.

tonight's the flight to shanghai. maybe by then my classmates won't get to see me and i can imagine how happy they will be.

no one will ever miss me when i'm in shanghai for nine days, and i know. they're defintely better off without me. well, i don't care anymore.

i'm better off dead man. well whatever, and i do know all of you can't wait for me to die.

i don't want the sun, don't want you to run. i don't want superman, i don't need wonderland. just want you to love me.

2006-10-23T22:51:00.000-07:00

hold on to me and, never let me go.

yes as you can see, i changed my skin. my current skin is pretty lovely ain't it? and i changed the song too! enjoy. :D

today was quite a good day i guess? i just hate the mosquitoes. i got bitten like 19243568793 times alr? argh, stupid. it's darn itchy!

school was boring as usual today. started the day with english erichment, the LAST one! ahah, the boss was speaking softly today or is it the class was far tooo noisy that he didn't bother anymore?

project runway was pretty entertaining, and the mcs were trying their best i can see. some classes were really creative, while some are pretty average. twokay was defintely well, not retro enough i guess?

after school i went to tampines with kahwee and met chelsia at watsons after which she went off to meet her mom when me and kahwee settled down to have lunch. once again, i bought some stuff for my shanghai trip. hurhurs?

i got my level 80 hat in maple, like yay finally! :D

my brother cooked for me curry chicken noodles and i'm feeling bloated now. argh, should have resisted the temption. i'm gonna grow fat again. ): better stop already!

face to fate. :D yes i'm totally going gaga over it. and i can't wait for shanghai trip! i already almost finish packing my luggage and handcarry bag! hehe.

i have dance practice on wednesday, which is stupid. but still, i got to go. at least dance practices ain't soo bad now as compared to last time.

i might be a outsider, but i really can't take it anymore. today was defintely the last straw. though i have no right to interfere, i still want and got to say this. i hate it when x is acting like a proud third party between y and z's relationship. x is always coming in between y and z's relationship. y doesn't show that y's uncomfortable with x and z being too close because y cherishes x as a friend and y trusts both of them. why can't x just wake up and stop flirting around with z when both parties are already attached? it's very obviously x's just jealous and x's trying to break y and z up. z should not also play along with x at all. i think z is defintely not worthy of y because z doesn't even cherish y as much as y cherishes z. z is almost treating their relationship like a game. i just hope things will turn out well for y and y won't be hurt, bothered and affected by z and x, because i don't think they're worth it. all the best, y. and to x, you can say i'm jealous. but i don't see the need to explain to someone like, you. because, look who's talking? btw, this whole paragraph is purely what i think and feel about it. so get that straight into your head before opening your mouth, cheap bitch. not forgetting i have freedom of speech too and i'm not biased towards or against x, y or z.

i'm tired, so bye folks.

i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside.

2006-10-22T19:41:00.000-07:00

the good news is that it's the end of the line, and all things heal with time, so just let go.

i'm officially hooked onto maple. i almost can't survive a day without going into maple to shop for my level 80 stuff.

went out with ting, wanling, wanzhen and mavis ytd. i bought many many stuff for the up-coming shanghai trip! i got three goregous long sleeves shirts. wahaha, what joy. :D

after piano tdy, i went to buy some more stuff! snacks, cup noodles and my moisturing cream. my brother also got me some chicken nuggets and a fish fillet. i guessed it was pretty ok? though the outer part of the fish fillet was very hard, lol.

there's school tmr, and i'm not looking forward. english enrichment is gonna be as boring again.

oh i'm so looking forward to the shanghai trip! i alr packed some of my stuff, wahahaha. i'm not kiasu ok! mavis and wanzhen alr packed their luggage lah, lol.

and yay! i know how to use my bro's dvd player. :D i guess i'm bringing it to shanghai to watch goong. hohoho!

face to fate is seriously nice! i can't stop watching it over and over, hahaha.

i'm so scared i can't get into the combi i want, argh. it's driving me nuts. please bless me.

i'm going to bath soon, or my hair can't dry in time for me to sleep. but the bad thing is, my mum took the toilet alr and she's gonna take a looong time to bath. like wth!

somtimes, you really cannot judge a book by its cover beacause human beings are so superficial. they can be so friendly to you, then not even a second later they can turn their backs on you and stab you right in the heart. that will be the part where it hurts you most.

the bad news is that while time heals all wounds, it will eventually be the thing that kills you.

2006-10-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

there's nowhere to run, so let's just get it over.

i think i'm gonna get hooked onto maple once again, after i come back from shanghai. blame it on zx for giving me metal heart earrings, it's tempting me. 10 more levels before yizii can wear it. omg, ahh! i nid a 2x exp card and the new sets of maple cashcards are gonna cost me a bomb, a atomic bomb as kahwee says.

school was rubbish today. we had cca for 5 hours, like yay. but at least lls didn't come, like omg yay! i can't stand the sight of her man. so we did abit of pt, cleared up dance stuff and i did not play the wet games because i wasn't exactly in the right state.

i keep having mood swings nowadays and it's pretty bad. yes i know it's a stage every teenager has to go through, but sometimes i get so pissed easily. i must learn how to stay happy.

i can't seem to find the perfect wallpaper for my desktop, zzz.

thanks to me, myself and i, i can't play dvds on my comp anymore cos i stupidly went to delete my dvd encoder! oh what a tech noob i am! so i gotta rely on the tv to watch my dvds.

i think this random pictures are just simply lovely.

i think tmr school's gonna be another boring and rubbish day. like what can we do after exams? this is getting stupid, man. i hate english enrichment because its lame.

i think dashboard confessions is quite nice, especially bend and not break! it's worth listening to.

life sucks and i feel useless. well i'm off to bed, bye folks.

don't scream anymore my love, cause all i want is you.

2006-10-17T21:28:00.000-07:00

drown my will to fly.

omg, face to fate is like soo nice! for your info, it's a hong kong drama. i think the storyline rocks, though some parts don't really make sense because things happened too fast. still, it's superb! i like the happy happy ending! :D everyone ends up together, happily.

school was pathetic today, simply pathetic. the morning devotion lasted for ages and the guy was just practically talking to himself. it was so obvious not even one quarter of the school was interested in his blabbering.

next up for the sectwos were the briefing for the english enrichment. twokay went from parade square to counselling center third floor, then back to our class again. ~~mrpatrickwee~~ the boss was talking then someone came in and we went to the eagle's nest to watch a pck video that lasted less than 5 mins. so we went back and did some stupid exercises. i was alr dying from hunger! our recess was like at 10:30 am? zzz.

after recess was the captain's ball match and twokay did not take part. so i slacked in class for two whole hours, rotting away. :D i played hp games and fool around, lol.

after school i went sakae sushi with ting. at first she wanted to eat jack's place, but i don't want to so she gave in to me. :D hahaha, i ate like a pig while ting only ate so little. the soft shell crab was not bad wor, hehe.

now i gotta solve the problem of the english enrichment presentation. i think it's stupid lah, but what can we do? if we don't do, our names will be given to the teachers and we'll be in hot soup. oh let's be good kids for once. well actually, i'm alr one goodie two shoes. hohoho! :D

thinking that next year twokay will split, there'll defintely be people i'll miss. onenine and my kp partner geoffrey! i'll miss them the most, zzz. and of course weyjian's singing! :D hahaha, no offence. weyjian and geoffrey never fail to crack me up man.

let's hope that we'll remain good friends even though we're not in the same class anymore and onenine will never break up.

i want parishilton's paris and sunyanzi's my story your song! wait, my birthday is less than two months away! anyone? :D

i seriously think sunyanzi's yutian is very soothing to the ear. i just don't like the part where there's this raining sound, it sounds weird in a song.

won't you hold me now.

2006-10-16T15:23:00.000-07:00

when i come around.

i cried today over my maths. seriously, i didn't exactly expect to fail part b. oh whatever, what is done can't be undone and crying over spilt milk won't help either. i just hate the way my mum pushes me! i know i need and i have to work harder but she's like asking me to study and revise again when my exams are just over? like what the hell lah!

my oh-so-poor results.

English: 52/100 (C6)
oh i didn't expect it!

Mathematics: 55/100 (C5)
i didn't expect it either.

Higher Chinese: 71/100 (A2)
finally, one subject that i did well.

Science: 64/100 (B4)
i wanted a 65 so badly.

Geography: 58/100 (C5)
well, i sucked at geography that's a fact.

English Literature: 66/100 (B3)
quite ok i guess?

Design & Technology: 72/100 (A2)
pretty good?

that makes my average somewhere around 61? i think my results improved slightly? i think.

i want to get in my physics, chemistry, core history and elective english literature combi class! oh please let me get in! please. at least if i get in, i'll most probably have lijing with me cos our results are about the same standard, but she's still cleverer!

oh i must be off, or my mum will start nagging like some sort of crazy old hag again.

i will be your journey and you will be my road.

2006-10-15T21:43:00.000-07:00

i've been through just about everything that i could go through.

sometimes, it's pretty amazing how minor setbacks or things can make you think so much. it's also really amazing how people grow from a certain level to another level.

looking back, i was so timid, quiet and childish. now? i'm so quite bold, talk ever so much and still as childish but at the same time mature too.

seriously, i'm very scared. i'm afraid tmr i can't hold back my tears again and cry over my results because the hard work i put in did not pay off. this time, i worked double extra hard because i had movtiation. i'm scared that nothing will work out, and i mean really scared. maybe i'm not the type cut out for studying, but if i put in hard work i should be able to do it right? i hope so.

oh please wish me good luck and may my hard work pay off this time. i don't want to suffer a failure when i worked soo hard. :/

i wish, i pray and i hope, really hard.

the psi is 102 currently, and oh god i seriously hate the haze. it's making my throat feel so dry. i hope it'll stop and disappear in time for my upcoming shanghai trip.

the thought of getting back the papers tmr is driving me mad. please please let everything go smoothly, please. i'm begging for it to happen.

i seriously don't know what to do if i really flunked my exams again. i'll not only be such a letdown, but such a big letdown.

but at least i know my friends will be there for me, comforting me and cheering me up. thank you for everything. all the hardships we went through together have created a bond between us and i know our friendship is not going to end so soon. let's continue being by each other's side and friends forever. no matter what happens, onenine's lovely babes are my darlings and always will be.

i can't keep going through life unaware of what i missed.

2006-10-14T14:45:00.000-07:00

i'll wipe away your tears.

dammit, i'm addicted to photoimpression.

and my cramps stil haven't go away, like wtf lah. i can't go to my cousin's birthday party with the risk of having to bear sever pain. so i gotta stay at home and rot in front of my comp.

the haze is back! no wonder my sore throat never seems to get well. dam you haze! sorry folks, i'm in a bad mood.

come to think of it, we're getting back all our papers by monday. i think? omg, i think i won't be able to hold back my tears once again. wish me luck people! hoped that all the hard work i've put in really paid off.

i dread the upcoming monday. :/ and shanghai is only about 2 weeks away, but i'm not looking forward for some weird reason. well, actually it's cause my results are bothering me and ruining my mood lah! ):

i love to play diner dash 2 and on the run. LOLOL! :D maple is still not appealing to me, ohwells!

be strong and never fall.

2006-10-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

you'll bleed just to know you're alive.

for a moment, i thought we were getting back most of our papers today. guess what? we only got back lit! hahaha. 66/100, well pretty ok i guess? :D

msz didn't come, so i thought mrchai was gonna come in for english. but in the end black crystal came in instead, late as usual. we didn't get back hcl papers either cos sunli haven finish counting the marks. i asked her if i passed then she said i'll pass if i go for all of the holiday dance practices. ok, like WHATEVER. dnt was hell for me cos i had terrible cramps. i kept doing all those weird weird movements.

so after school i borrowed 2 bucks frm mavis and huiying each, and took a cab home. thanks to mavis for pei-ing me look for a cab. :D like 3~5 cabs just went past me? STUPID! my mom told me i looked pale lah! ok so i changed out of my uniform and pop! i was sleeping and sleeping till 5 plus? so i bathed and watched tv. i'm a lazy pig after exams lah. all i do is, sleep, eat, watch tv, use comp, bath, shit, and all over again. LOLOL!

feeling much better now and i did some editing to my photos since my trial verison of photoimpression 5.0 is expiring after today and i didn't use much of it. shall post them up now! :D

that's about it folks! if it's ugly don't blame me, i'm just a beginner. i'm off to post at onenine's blog. :D

perhaps love.

2006-10-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

standing on the rooptops, everybody scream your heart out.

i'm sick again, and i don't feel like posting.

i feel like rotting to death, ending all the sadness once and for all.

i can't believe tmr we're getting back our papers. ohgawd, the thought itself is driving me mad. what if all the hard work i put in didn't pay off? i think i'll cry like a baby and get laughed at again.

no kidding, this is really how i feel like now.

I'M TROUBLED BY THE RESULTS I'M GETTING BACK TMR. OH GAWD, IT'S DRIVING ME MAD.

my results will determine whether i'll be happy or sad for the rest of the year, or maybe not.

i never thought that it could be like this.

2006-10-11T19:06:00.000-07:00

lips of an angel.

HELLO WORLD! I'M BACK FROM MY TWO WEEK HIATUS. :D

and it feels funny typing in front my comp after not using it to blog for quite a number of days. maybe i'm sitting it the wrong direction? or is my feng shui not good! lolol. :D

oh god, my maths exam was pretty screwed i guess? the others were pretty fine! i think? lolol. i dread getting the results back! AHHH.

i was like sick right before the exams? i lost my voice last sunday and it was a horrible feeling man. i had to see the doctor and he gav me non-drowsy medicine so that i can study and it helped lah!

went bugis to celebrate after exams! me, ting, yuni, wanling, mavis, lijing, cheryl, clara, huiying and lisa! we ate at seoul garden and stayed there for a loooong time. we were basically camping there lah, haha. :D

we walked around bugis and i bought a winnie the pooh speaker from action city and love lessons by jacqueline wilson from kino. yay! :D and when we went back, the mrt was PACKED with people lah! and there was this guy/lady? who missed his/her? stop cos it was too crowded and he/she? seemed pissed bah? like if it's me, i'll be! i was pretty ap today lah, lolol.

oh god the ~~lalas~~ shell-ed seafood from seoul garden is making my stomach feel funny. arghh, shouldn't have taken so many of them.

i feel like puking for god's sake.

i think song ji hyo is drop dead goregous, or maybe just plain goregous bah. still not goregous or sexy enough to make you drop dead yet. HAHA!

this is indeed drop dead goregous. jesscia alba is very hot and sexy! agree? :D this one makes you drop dead right?

while my friends are going crazy over princess hours, i have nothing to do because i watched it alr! i regretted finishing it before my exams, now i'm so bored. gah.

wait! i can watch an enchanted life, liao zhai and project runway later at night! WOOHOO. but it clashes for half an hour, oh nvmind!

tmr is my school's marking day, tell me you're jealous? :D ok i will consider going mavis' house tmr to watch little man. consider i said! lolol.

my brother just got me a chocolate doughnut! but i just recover from my sore throat sia, wait not TOTALLY recovered. oh nvm, i can always eat ard half of it? :D

anyway, is my new blogskin new? just asking a random question cos i'm feeling random.

i think tammytay's blog rock. go on click on it (the words tammytay's blog) , i think it's a nice blog you can read in your everyday life? lolol.

great, i'm hungry now and i have a craving for sunshine's seafood pizza. why does the seoul garden food digest so fast?! argh, my dad doesn't allow me to have it the instant pizza cos he says it's heaty and unhealthy. GAH.

my sore throat is back. NOOOOOOOO!

call me when you're sober.

2006-10-07T12:58:00.000-07:00

feel the rain on your skin.

oh god, exams are like only two days away! and luckily i'm almost done with all my revision. phew!

this few days have been really hectic for me, basically cos i spent my time studying and then tv for me at night before i pop to bed! haha, feeling less stressful after telling cold and lame jokes. you know, the class is soo study mode i had to say some lame jokes to release the tension. haha! :D

put in quite a lot of effort for this eoys, and if i get all As for my papers my dad is buying me a pink iPod Nano! yay! i'm gonna work double extra hard and get my hands on the pink iPod Nano!

it's simply goregous. and at only $348! :D

my mouth smells of big breakfast and i hate the feeling. the haze has caused me to have a sore throat that hurts. ): you know haze is the suspension of dust and smoke particles in the air which will affect how clearly and far we can see? haha, just trying to apply the knowledge i learnt while revising geog.

wish me luck for my eoys and i'm back to study mode. till we meet again!

the rest is still unwritten.

2006-09-27T21:28:00.000-07:00

you give me wings when i'm falling.

JON. :DD

well i'm already at the 267th post of my blog, and that's like WOW! i just realised my blog has been around since jan last year . that's a loong period of time wor! my blog is turning 3 years old jan 15 nxt year! haha. :D

ok school was rubbish today as usual. my eye was itchy during hcl so i kept rubbing it and i teared. then it went red. so i went to the toilet with kahwee to wash my face and eye. luckily it healed by itself slowly haha. :D and i did not cry with one eye. i repeat, I DID NOT CRY WITH ONE EYE OK. and some bastard/bitch spit from the dunno which floor and the spit landed beside me and onto my leg. EEEEEEEEWWWWW, OMG LAH. i quickly wiped it off and continued with my lit poster. ok we did it in a hurry, so it's stil quite ok i guess? though i thought it was going to turn out real bad man. :/

will be going on a HIATUS whatever that is (i put it up cos i saw alot of pple doing that) because i need to concentrate on my revision. started on science and will finish it by this fri i hope! NO MORE TIME TO WASTE.

main casts of princess hours! :D saw that they're alr filming princess hours 2? but the story is quite different and the main casts will not be acting anymore? i'm not sure.

i just want to say something really random before i go off.

i love jonathan and milubing, more than anyone or anything else. :D

should i stay or should i go?

2006-09-25T18:21:00.000-07:00

so near, yet so far.

please don't mind me because i'm just a angry and sad (childish, or whatever.) jon fan venting her anger on her blog. :/

HADY! HOW COULD YOU WIN SI. I DON'T LIKE YOU. D:<

NO MATTER WHAT, JON IS STIL THE BEST.

hady will just become the second taufik, AWW! but jon will defintely be on par or maybe even better than hady!

JON ROCKS. :DD

to hady fans out there, get offended for all you want. i voted for jon, so i can complain about jon not winning. don't say i never vote then i still complain only after he loses ok!

BY THE WAY, GET THIS STRAIGHT. I HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH, so don't even think about shooting back at me.

REMEMBER, THIS IS MY BLOG. IF YOU WANT TO SCOLD ME, THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU DO SO. because if you can't stand me talking about your precious hady, then simply just click the X at the top right hand corner. goodbye and thanks for dropping by btw. i sincerely hope that you'll come back again! i always love visitors like you guys. :D next time i'll welcome you guys with a BIG HEARTWARMING BEAR HUG. yay, i promise!

jonathan singing chasing cars.

jonathan singing you give me wings.

jonathan singing should i stay.

and whatever negative comments people gave jonathan, i'll stil think that he's the best. so don't go around saying jon can't sing lah, blah blah blah. if you guys can sing better than jon, then you guys talk and i won't say anything. or else, hush please because i don't think you have any rights to say that jon can't sing when you're like NOT better than him?

~~tonight we're going to find out who is the second and last singapore idol, and let's pray really hard it's going to be jonathan or i might just cry. :/~~

school was boring today, so won't talk about it. anw, i went seoul garden with mavis and yuni hohoho! i was pretty full and the food was pretty nice. and of course we played around with the food lah! :D we chatted alot while eating and we shopped around tamps and went home.

thought of being really random so i'm posting some photos of princess hours' main casts here.

replying tags here!

lijing. haha thanks i know i'm a blog pro! :D
yiting. woots jonathan! :D let's hope he really wins SI.
clara. okidoki will relink asap!
meow. hello gay! :D
passer-by. erm, she sang iris by goo goo dolls.
wanzhen. YOYOYO~! jon rocks socks! :D
amyria. haha cool!
meow. yea good for you lah.
gracia. okidoki, promised i'll do it asap!
chelsia. BUT I MIND. :P
meow. exactly lah! -.-
chelsia. haha i'm lazy mah.
mavis. ok! -loves!
wanzhen. HELLLO WANZHEN. :D
wanling. wanling! haha changed song ler. jiayous for eoy!
lijing. haha icic, i prefer the other girl though. :D
chelsia. yes i'm praying hard.
wanzhen. WOOTS YAY. :D

well, i'm off to revise geog for now.

i want to be somebody who can face the things that i've been running from.

2006-09-23T15:25:00.000-07:00

she is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction.

princess hours is a fab drama! :D i so don't regret buying the vcd and the soundtrack lah, haha.

Yoon Eun Hye as Shin Chae-gyung.

Joo Ji Hoon as Lee Shin.

Kim Jeong Hoon as Lee Yul.

Song Ji Hyo as Min Hyo-rin.

i think it's a drama a bit similar to my lovely samsoon. it has a fresh storyline and it's very appealing to teenagers like me. hohohoho, lalala.

well, i need to do some serious work now.

searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me.

2006-09-19T18:29:00.000-07:00

ever felt like someone around you keeps trying to bring you down?

won't be able to blog much nowadays, due to my mom confiscating my internet wire.

i can only use my bro's comp for work and i just finished my lit and hcl zao ju, so i'm blogging.

lost my passion for blogging ever since my mom confiscated my wire, zzz.

school was rubbish today. elit was stupid cos we're behind time by alot. mrtan didn't come so we don't have sci lab, and we did barely anything to the lit script. eng and maths was blah. but at least i understood probability! music was blah as usual and i almost slept during hcl but got woken up when sunli asked me a question, was so lucky i managed to answer and i kept awake during rest of the lesson.

stayed back after school to do the lit script and we didn't do anything except for cheryl who was writing the script. so i could say i stayed back and ended up slacking, like wth lolol.

there's jon on 8-days and L!ME! :D hohoho, and u must get the official singapore idol magazine too!

my dad tells me if i pon cca or go out without telling my parents again, he's gonna send me to girls' home. OK, THT'S LIKE WOW! for doing either of those, i get send to girls' home. ok cool, right?

sunli gave me a demerit point and even asked me if my mom told me i'm getting it so i thought she really told my mom over the phone when she called to complain abt me, so i just accept it. wait, my mom said sunli didn't tell her i was getting a demerit point. then she said maybe cause she was outside and its very noisy so she didn't hear it. LOLOL? and my mom didn't noe what a demerit point, like WOW! she is really dots.

i have $34 left in my edusave, and i frigging don't know how i spent so much? -.-

i need to revise again. well, till we meet again!

it's the self-confidence, faith, drive and will to take a chance again.

2006-09-16T19:06:00.000-07:00

all the lies that you told, just to ease your own soul.

JON IS LOVE.
:DDD

at Plaza Singapura.

jonathan's shaking hands with someone.

hady and jonathan! :D

at Cathay Cineleisure Orchard.

jonathan's talking. :D

hady and jonathan looking at my direction, hohoho.

yes i went to both events, yes i know i'm mad. i was just hoping they'll give away free posters for them to sign at Cathay Cineleisure Orchard, but i was out of luck.

you see, at Plaza Singapura, there was this security guard giving away free posters for jon&hady to sign cos they had some more time after signing the first 150th people's posters, so this girl behind me took it and i was staring at the security guard with the last poster and he gave it to someone else. like wth, zzz. i was so angry i wanted to go Cathay Cineleisure Orchard to try my luck, and i got some sort of sticker that jonathan threw instead. he didn't sign on it, but at least he touched it? lol, its like a sticker that says vote for jonathan. they threw many many posters but i got none. ): what luck!

this is the sticker-like thing jonathan threw.

i got lost when i was looking for Cathay Cineleisure Orchard and i had to take two cabs before i reached the correct place. i was walking around like some sort of idiot lar, looking for Cathay Cineleisure Orchard.

i learnt my lesson. must say the exact place to the taxi driver, or else u might end up somewhere u don't know.

i went to events after i went to raffles for some stuff. :D and sorry i left ting and mavis at plazasing. i convinced them to meet me after the event at Plaza Singapura and i went off myself. really sorry. and i was late for the event at Plaza Singapura lol, nvm. at least i got many photos of jonathan!

i think i'm never going for another event again. it was horrid and chaotic. people was pushing me like i'm some sort of skinny stick. -.-

i went chelsia's house in the morning to do the lit script and i think our script rocks! :D hohoho, we shall let mrsrod decide which script she wants.

whatever it takes.

2006-09-15T21:50:00.000-07:00

we drove around in a time machine, like the one in the film i've seen.

omg, guess what was the ~~great~~ thing that happened to me? the bitch * called my mom, woots man? she complained to her abt me poning dance. like WTH? luckily my mom didn't beat me up or scold me, and talked to me ~~nicely~~. i was like omg, my mom got brainwashed lar! honestly, her first reaction normally would be scolding me and beating me up till i cry and dies. but she didn't! miracle, miracle!

so i went to the hospital to visit my grandmom, and her operation wound was uber digusting! its was like a scar after her leg was ripped open by some really sharp claws or something. ohgosh, come to think of it, it's really gross.

school was blah today as usual. eng, eng lit, hcl, d&t. ok i got 27.5/50 for my hcl test, ohwells! d&t was ok cos i found longer wood that i wanted and my car is bigger and nice! so i got the lovely wheels done with the help of mrlim, yayness! my simple car is gonna be completed soon. its just a moving car and u can open the top and back covers! simple eh? toldya! LOL!

I'M SEEING JONATHAN TOMORROW! :D

maybe only. ):

16th september 2006 & 23rd september 2006.

i catalog these steps now.

2006-09-14T16:02:00.000-07:00

try to understand, there's an old mistake that fools will make.

OMG. JON IS IN THE TOP TWO!
:DDD

i'm almost too happy for words, i can almost cry now. but sadly jasmine's out, all the best to her.

two tests down. oh i'm ever so glad that i did put in effort for my tests this time, and let's hope my hard work pays off! :D

~~i haven't vote for jonathan yet, but i'm going to do so after i blogged.~~ i'm not revising for anything today, gonna have a good rest i deserve after days of mugging for this two tests. :D hohoho, whee!

school was pretty alright today i guess? science test first. mrtan said he will come in our class after thirty minutes cos he nid to find the test papers. in the end? he came in after around five minutes and the paper only lasted for thirty minutes. the paper was quite ok i think, at least i could most of it. :D i love science ever so much now, hohoho! up next was maths, pretty ok cos i stayed awake LOL! hcl test was crap cos sunli confiscated my shou ce when i was just lying down on the table? fking hell lah! at least the paper was fine? zzz, she sucks like shit. we had to go for the upper sec recess of the test again, but at least there was less people, so the queue was shorter lol. english and geog was equally boring as usual, especially geog. i can't stand pat wong.

during second recess, our class got scolded by the 2 vice principals and the principal. then after that, mrchua came in with the cane and warned us not to fool around again. LOL? first thing first. i didn't even know juehua was running around and screaming. secondly, i just knew the boys were very noisy cos they were playing bottlecaps as usual and i guessed someone scored a goal? lol.

so after school i went to simei to have burger king's with yunica and mavis. i had to borrow money from yunica cos i was like totally broke?! LOL. had chicken whopper jr and at first the cashier gave me whopper jr but i don't like beef so i told her. lalalas?

i helped lijing get rid of the blogger nav bar! haha, and she called me a blogger pro. :D lol thnks!

~~ok i'm off to vote for jonathan!~~ i so want to put his latest performances on my blog, but i tried and it didn't work. ): and i'm hungry again.

i just want to say i can't stand * at all. everything * says, i get pissed off. i hope * will never speak to me because i don't want to end up scolding * again. i hate * man, so much that i can't stand the sight of * at all.

i'm feeling random so i shall say something really very random.

I LOVE MILUBING&JONATHAN TRUCKLOADS. :D

i know you guys alr noe it, but i toldya! i'm feeling random so it's something rly very random haha. :D

the sky glows and i see it shining when my eyes close.

2006-09-13T18:43:00.000-07:00

the secret of the world is written in the stars.

JONATHAN DID FAB TONIGHT! I MUST VOTE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE HIM IN THE FINALS! :D

jasmine didn't do well though, well best of luck to her. (:

*prays hard* oh please let jonathan go in to the finals.

I FINISHED MY REVISION. :D

and i'm so proud of it! whee. i got 9.52/10 for the hcl han zi exercise on enjoyedu.com! :D shall do a second round of revision after blogging and talking to my girlfriend on msn.

2 tests to go for this week and d&t common test on nxt mon. not sure if there is class tests nxt week too, and don't want to know either.

i think i'm gonna screw up my d&t toy if i don't something to it. its far too small! :/ can anyone help me, please?

i had cup noodles and potato chips for lunch cos my mom wasn't in and i just finished another chocolate muffin. oh i can't stop eating hurhur. :D

school was as usual, blah today. pe was stupid cos we had to run 3 rounds even thou napfa was over! so i practically cut alot and walked in the beginning. but i ended up running still, and i did run&walk for 3 rounds ok! played captain's ball and i was the captain as usual. luckily there was chelly who shouted i was almost dying from my stomach ache, or i would rly drop dead. LOL, lit was just preparing for ur drama presentation tht's abt 3 weeks ard? and my stomach ache was slowly disappearing. :D hcl was revision for tmr's test and sci lab was fun! haha. maths was fine, i guess? ohyar, i tot i failed my maths common test but instead i got a 21/30! i was so shocked lar. i almost couldn't believe it. yunica got 29/30 LOL!

so i went straight home after school to revise! haha, i'm a good girl. :D

and great! i dropped a piece of muffin into my keyboard. i shall wait for the great ants to arrive, lol.

milubing! -LOVES! i can't stop listening to their yong qi because i think its like soooooo nice. :D

23rd september 2006!

the lights will flash, and fade away.

2006-09-12T19:02:00.000-07:00

the higher you climb, the harder you fall.

long post alert!

i bought the..

*drumrolls*

superband compilation!

WOOOOOTS. :D haha i couldn't find it at first, but then when i decided to leave cd rama, i saw something that was eye-catching. and ta-dah! it was the cd i wanted! haha, luckily i didn't leave so soon. yiting was like beside me telling me, ask la ask la. LOL! SOO GLAD. so after that we went to have longjohn and shopped ard. mJ is selling the compilation at $18.90 while cd rama is selling it at $17.95. LOL, haha! and mJ played the compilation so i was staying inside to listen to it, wahaha. and now my lovely samsoon's soundtrack is out in cd rama after i downloaded the songs. -.- like last time when i downloaded high school musical's songs the soundtrack came out not long after that. zzz, they hate me i guess. no fate, gah.

i bought some oh-so-cute stickers from mini toons! haha, it was so tempting and i couldn't resist the cuteness! :D i planned to stick it on my handphone. oh well, i love buying cute and pretty stickers now!

i am down with a bad bad running nose. i used like 3 4 packs of tissues. now using the fifth pack. -.- first pack was from yiting, second from kahwee which i digged out of her bag LOL, and a few pieces from lijing's pack of tissues. thnks girls! the third, fourth and fifth pack of tissues i got yiting to buy from me when i went to the toilet after school. it was horrible without tissues during lessons and i was right under a fan! i kept sneezing into my hands and my hands were like full of water and germs. yes i'm unhygienic but i had no tissues and i couldn't hold back my sneezing! oh i don't want to get sick at this point of time when exams are nearing. and i just realised the importance of tissues, LOL! i'll bring loads of tissues to schl tmr in case.

school was boring today. its getting so near to exams, and i hate this. i want to study but there is sooo many distractions. sci, lit, hcl was blah. i cried during the music performance cos i was so uber nervous and scared. then i played to msng ltr. don't have to perform in front of the class, and i was feeling so much more un-nervous. :D eng and geog, blah once again. i failed my geog common test as expected. lalalas, i didn't put in effort so i can only blame myself for it.

higher chinese and science class test on thursday! tests, tests and more tests. i'm sick of it, like wth.

my elder brother keeps telling me to go visit my grandmom today who is in the hospital cos she had a leg operation on monday. LIKE I'M SO FREE, I GOT TESTS TO STUDY FOR. i'm not like you, so free.

there'll be a qian ming hui for the superband compilation at far east plaza! :D yayness, looking forward to seeing milubing once again. and somemore its only at orchard!

put up yong qi sang by milubing in the compilation. :D enjoy!

filelodge.com rocks! hohoho. freewebs couldn't play my yong qi so i use filelodge lor. i found out that there's such a website from ellekay's blog lol. :D

the lovely samsoon vcd was nice! and the professor-x voodoo doll went well with my ipod mini. :D it looks so adorable hanging at the side of my pink ipod mini, hohoho.

i love reading 8-days, i-weekly and u-weekly! HOHOHO.

nat made me do this quiz, dots? LOL!

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
name: caleenatan!
birth date: 04/12/1992. i'm young i know. yea baby! :D
current status: single and happy. :D
eye colour: black or brown?
hair colour: black.
righty or lefty: righty.
zodiac sign: monkey.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
your heritage: erm?
your fears: insects! and many more.
your weaknesses: cries alot.
your perfect pizza: erm, i don't know. hohoho.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW.
your thoughts first waking up: i want to sleep more, zzz.
your bedtime: 10 pm to 11 pm.
your most missed memory: 26 august!

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
pepsi or coke: pepsi.
macdonalds or burger king's: burger king's i guess.
single or group dates: erm, group dates! :D
adidas or nike: nike!
lipton or nestea: don't drink both?
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate is heaty so i'll go for vanilla.
cappucino or coffee: cappucino! :D

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
smoke: nope and i'm proud of being a non-smoker.
curse: DUH?!
take a shower: of course, i'm very clean. as a matter of fact, i just took my shower.
have a crush: milubing&jonathan! :D
think you've been in love: nope.
school: ~~kong hwa.~~ anglican high.
want to get married: i don't know, i'm too young to decide.
believe in yourself: 50-50 i guess?
think you're a health freak: little bit only.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
drank alcohol: nope.
gone to the mall: i just went today? lol.
on stage: nope.
eaten sushi: yesterday at sakae sushi with yunica!
dyed your hair: nope.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER.
played a stripping game: nope.
change who you were to fit in: real friends are people who like me for who i am. :D

LAYER EIGHT: AGE.
you're hoping to get married: i don't know.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL.
eye colour: brown or blue!
best hair colour: black or blonde. :D
short or long hair: long hair with curls at the bottom. GORGEOUS BABE. :D

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: this dumb quiz which i'm using to kill my time?
1 hour ago: using the computer.
4.5 hours ago: in tm walking around with yiting.
1 month ago: august 12? i don't remember.
1 year ago: i don't remember. btw, like how am i supposed to remember?! -.-

LAYER ELEVEN: COMPLETE THE SENTENCE.
i love: milubing&jonathan! :D
i feel: sleepy.
i hate: running nose.
i hide: in the toilet bowl. :D
i miss: milubing&jonathan!
i need: to sleep.

LAYER TWELVE: TAG 5 PEOPLE.
1: you.
2: you reading this post.
3: you reading this long post.
4: you reading this long post by me.
5: you reading this long post by me, caleena tan.

i need to do some serious studying for my tests on thursday.

i finished my science revision alr! :D but i think i can't finish my hcl revision today, gah. :/

SHANGHAI TRIP IS NEARING. :D

but so is end of year exams. ):

a walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises.

2006-09-11T18:13:00.000-07:00

all i can taste is this moment.

i ate till i almost drop dead today, gah. ): me and yunica went to sakae sushi at century square basement 1 to have lunch. and we just kept taking the sushi and ate like gluttons. we wanted to stop at like the fifth plate, then ended up eating till the seventh plate and somemore we shared a plate. so we ate seven and a half plate each, and we're finally full. so we paid the bill and went off, far tooo full to take in anymore food. ok so the bill was.. $36.35! woah, LOL! at least we're well, i can say happily full. :D i ate like 2 plates of crabmeat, 1 plate of sweet tofu skin, ungai, jellyfish, cucumber and a rly weird sushi i tot it was nice. and we shared a plate of the corn, cucumber and crabmeat sushi! hahahs, such happiness sushi giv us, LOL!

i bought this from music junction! oh i was soo glad when i saw it. :D i first saw it at cd rama when i went out with yiting, but did not have enough money to buy. so when i went back today, the lady told me it was SOLD-OUT. so i wen mJ to try my luck and ta-dah! WHEE. :D i'm for sure gonna enjoy it! HOHOHO(:

haha i bought this oh-so-cute professor-x voodoo doll from mini toons! its supposed to help me with my studies, so i hope its really works! :D exams are nearing, and i don't have the mood to study, so hope it will really help me!

i also bought some handphone stickers from 77-street to make my old and plain handphone look nicer and ta-dah! :D

haha yes my wallpaper is milubing! and u can see my oh-so-cute handphone strap and the handphone stickers i bought! :D

school was blah today. totally slack lessons like sel, acc and art. then maths was fine, though i almost fell asleep during the first part. but at least after that i was sorta awake and was listening to mslee. we had this stupid short assembly today to take over our time which was for ct. at least thr was no common test or class test today! :D

ok i seriously need to start on some serious studying. and school is getting boring as the exams are nearing. ): gah.

i don't want the world to see me.

2006-09-10T18:11:00.000-07:00

we'll do it all everything on our own.

international tandoori chicken twisties is nice! :D

i just saw the advertisment on tv today and when i came home from piano lsn i pop into 7-11 and bout it! but its hurting my ulcer and gave me a funny stomach. i think the food is fighting in my stomach. ):

ok school reopening tmr! ahhh, sad life lar. i hate school now cos its soooo near to exams.

rarrh, i gotta revise, again! -.- i hate my life.

changed song! enjoy. :D

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

rui en sang it on this week's singapore idol results show. it's rly a very nice song!

my mom will be following my grandmom to the hospital for her leg operation so she'll be out almost the whole day. HOHOHO, i'm so sad. :D

thrs no science common test tmr! tht's what the acp said. YAHOOO. but i'm not sure if thr'll be a sci class test. -.- boo.

i need your grace to remind me to find my own.

2006-09-08T20:25:00.000-07:00

ah! :D this is the video of jon singing chasing cars! omgomg, its sooooo nice it makes me melt.

Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

(did not type all of the lyrics as jon did not sing the whole thing.)

so worried he'll be out nxt week, cos jas is very very safe. its all up to him and hady to fight for the place in top two. ): maybe i'm wrong, which i hope i rly am. i want to see jon in the top two! i must vote!

tdy has been a very boring day for me. i was revising, slacking, watching tv and mapling. i keep gg to the toilet to pee, mus hav drank too much water.

no more water for me, LOL! ;P and i like my new skin! :D

2006-09-07T17:18:00.000-07:00

i think it's the last time for us.

I LOVE TO EAT SO MUCH NOWADAYS! :D

maybe it's cos i got nothing much to do during the hols, so i can't stop eating. THERE'S TOO MUCH FOOD I LIKE IN MY HOUSE. blame my bro and dad for stockin up on the junk food! RARRH.

deepest condolences to ms cindy. even thou some of us might not know you well, mlbians will still miss you. rest in peace.

jonathan and jasmine did GREAT ytd! jon is more and more appealing to the audience and jasmine improved loads! :D and i voted for jonathan cos i'm soooo scared he's gg out tonite. TOUCHWOOD!

I LOVE MILUBING, JONATHAN AND JASMINE TRUCKLOADS! :D

and nic's ns is defered till dec or jan nxt yr, so their music journey may continue! (: but when sam comes out, nic goes in LOL!

why can't i find a suitable skin? argh!

i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

2006-09-06T16:11:00.000-07:00

hang on there.

i guess more and more people like my lovely samsoon now? haha! toldya its a fab show! :D if not i won't be so crazy over it! haha i have good taste! milubing, junyang and jonathan are good examples too! LOL!

i studied for science the second time! hahas, science is fun you know? cos i've got a good teacher aka mrtan! haha, the cold jokes he says always makes me stay awake during his class.

i hate my ***. i just used the comp for 15 mins and she started nagging like some sort of idiot. like wth? -.- i hate her and i hope that she's dead.

i have muscle ache all over my body after ytd's dance prac. argh!

i wanted a new skin, but once again decided to stay with this current skin since it's quite nice. LOL?

I LOVE JONATHAN AND JASMINE TRUCKLOADS. :D

it has all become the past, what i care is the future.

2006-09-05T17:57:00.000-07:00

nothing in this whole wide world mean anything if i ain't got you.

i'm feeling ever so random.

Turn on Windows MediaPlayer/Winamp/iTunes/whateveryou use and put it in shuffle. For every question, press "next song". Enter title here to answer said question.

1. How does the world see me?
Chu Dian - S.H.E
erm, as a normal girl? :D

2. Will I have a happy life?
Is It Any Wonder? - KEANE
maybe?

3. What do my friends really think of me?
True - Ryan Cabrera
a girl who simply goes crazy over milubing. LOL!

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Wo Men De Ji Nian Ri - Fan Wei Qi
ya right! what a joke.

5. How can you be happy?
My Destiny - Katharine Mcphee
don't keep brooding over sad stuff.

6. What should I do with my life?
Wherever You Will Go - The Calling
make it more fun! :D

7. Why must life be so full of pain?
Tian Tian Ye Ye - F.I.R
that's life?

8. Will I ever have children?
Simple Plan - Perfect
maybe? depends lar. hahahs, but its rly a joy when you see your child has finally come out.

9. Will I die happy?
Good Day - The Click Five
hahaha sure! GOOD DAY. :D

10. What is some good advice for me?
Fei Xing Bu Luo - F.I.R
well, stop thinking so much.

11. What is happiness?
Just The Girl - The Click Five
being just the girl i want to and not anyone else. [:

12. What's my favorite fetish?
Beautiful Soul (Cinderella Mix) - Jesse McCartney
what's fetish? lol.

13. How will I be remembered?
Hips Don't Lie - Shakira (Feat. Wyclef Jean)
erm, a girl who was always crazy and weird? ;D

14. What is your love life like?
Get High - F.I.R
erm HIGH? lol!

15. What is sex with you like?
Pieces Of Me - Ashlee Simpson
who would i noe when i'm only 13+? -.-

16. What's your life motto?
Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects
never say die! :D

17. What do your parents think of you?
Everything I'm Not - The Veronicas
a lazy girl.

18.What's your favorite hobby?
Be My Love - Clazziquai
sleeping. :D defintely not being your love.

19. What does your best friend really think of you?
Be Neng Fen Shou De Fen Shou - Ji Sun
i honestly don't know.

20. What's the worst thing about you?
Yong Qi - Mi Lu Bing
i scream, loads. even thou i don't even know when i'm screaming, well my frens tell me i scream alot.

21. Describe your mind.
Take Me As I Am - Nicodemus Lee
tired.

22. How will you die?
Till I'm Back Again - Nicodemus Lee
die without pain. [:

23. How does your crush feel about you?
Life Is What I'm Asking For - Nicodemus Lee
no one has a crush on me. :D

24. What is your wedding going to be like?
Untitled - Simple Plan
a real sweet and simple one. :D

25. What about your honeymoon?
Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World
romantic!

26. Describe the last day of your life.
Everytime We Touch (Radio Mix) - Cascada
how would i know? LOL! i'm not dying so soon ok! i stil hav many things undone!

27. Why does life suck?
Feng - Jay Chou
it just sucks.

28. Why does life rule?
Long Juan Feng - Jay Chou
because of friends. [:

29. What will you be famous for?
Yu Shang Ai - Rainie
for being a milubing lover! :D

30. What's the craziest thing you'll ever do?
Zhi Zu - Mayday
killing myself over a small matter.

31. Will you achieve your goals?
Meng Bu Luo - Stefanie Sun
yes!

32. What will your future job be like?
Wu Chu Cai Hong - Shi Xin Hui
a lawyer who earns alot of money! :D

33. And your party life?
Ai, Wu Li - Kelly Poon
erm, depends how i'll be when i grow up?

34. Overall, will you be happy?
Woosa Woosa - Mi Lu Bing
yes! :D bcos of mlb, hurhurs.

35. Or will you just deal with it?
Si Lu - Fish Leong
duh! i can't possibly let my life stay sad forever? -.-

36. How's your luck coming?
Lan Tian - Huang Yi Da
pretty well? :D

37. Do people have crushes on you?
Hua Yi Ge Meng - Hong Jun Yang
no? -.-

38. Or do you have crushes on people more?
Sha Sha De Shui - Hong Jun Yang
duh? milubing&junyang&jonathan<3

39. Is there a 'someone special' in your life?
Du Jiao Shou - Hong Jun Yang
i shall repeat myself. milubing&junyang&jonathan<3

40. How do you find your family?
Er Shi Er - Huang Zhi Yang
sucks.

omg i like finally finish this stupid dumb thing. my comp is lagging, or blogger is the one lagging. so sucky lar, the words appear a few secs after i type thm. i hate this. -.-

i went for dance practice tdy, and it didn't turn out to be so bad after all la. whatever? lol, most of the time i was slacking and wasting my time. letting my precious time fly away just like that. somemore lls dragged for 45 mins! and she was like you think i want one ah? -.- WTH.

ahhhhh, blogger is so lag! -.- freak lar!

i took a nap tdy cos i was so tired after the morning dance practice. not enough sleep and i did not have any breakfast so i was frigging hungry after the whole thing. lisa, cheryl, sheena and rachel were very horny. wasnt in a good mood so i was ap. well, sorry guys for not joining in your fun.

i ate lunch and cup noodles for tea-break! haha now i'm full. :D happily full. shit my mum's cooking has a very nice smell! AHH, i want to eat again hahas.

wanted to change skin, but decided to stay with this skin for a longer time since it's quite now. i shall not be so fickle-minded from now on.

i'm feeling happier nowadays which i don't know why! and i just realised i deleted my tpy hdb hub event photos by a big mistake and i'm not pondering over it but i've learnt to take things easy.

at least i can stil save some from my blog and frenster! so luckily i posted some of them up. at least thr's alot of milubing's ones. :D

and i love my lovely samsoon ever so much! :D

I HATE LAGGING BLOGGER.

so sad The Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin, was killed by a stingray. poor guy. ):

the world without strangers.

2006-09-04T18:34:00.000-07:00

just let me leave.

tdy was a freaking boring day for me. i did nth much other than rotting, studying sci and surfing the net. ok, i watched my lovely samsoon again. its rly very nice ok! and i went back to maple for awhile for KA HWEE, and i killed a zomb mushmom thn i got bored and went off. LOL?

my comp was lagging, and luckily its not lagging anymore.

my brother got me s.h.e's forever and fanweiqi's wo men de ji nian ri. pretty good albums i think? [:

i ate cup noodles for breakfast like LOL? thn my mum's porridge for lunch and popcorn chicken and whipped potato frm kfc (like duh?! whr else can those be bought? LOL.) for tea-break! so i'm freaking full now and i culdnt even finish 1/3 of my dinner. :/

ok, i'm seriously bored and i need to find something fun to do. zzzz!

things are not as easy or difficult as they seems, or do they?

it's frustating. you know? well i guess you don't.

RARRH.

i desperately need some fresh air and space to let me scream my troubles out.

will you really take me back as i am?

2006-09-03T14:30:00.000-07:00

who am i to say?

*** HAS A FUCKING ATTITUDE AND SHE'S A FUCKING BITCH. I HOPE SHE DIES AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

I FINISHED MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. :D

well, sorta! HAHAHAHA, i'm a hardworking girl. so soon im starting on my revision for my up-coming tests when the schl reopens!

i'm bored. thr's no piano lsn for me tdy and i gotta find some way to waste my time. zzzz?

and the crack on my phone has grew to a uber long and ugly one, LIKE WTF. i didn't even know how and when it grew! my phone's totally destroyed now, yay.

I WANT A NEW BLOGSKIN, LOL!

i may consider changing my song too. cos i found my lovely samsoon's songs! :D i dl-ed it in wma versions and used many different kinds of wma to mp3 converter to convert it. FINALLY, i managed to convert it into good quality ones! :D

can someone please throw me something to do? i'm uber bored. i can almost die from boredom now. :/

should i go for it?

sometimes life is so pathetic and i wonder what do we live for? we all know we will die one day, we still live on. but what exactly are we living for? family, friends, or what? if life was not so complicated but simple, it would be boring and there will be no such things as unhappiness. but a complicated life makes many people unhappy. sometimes it seems easy to let go, but we just don't want to and keep holding on to it. but in actual fact, it's not as easy or as difficult as it seems. it all really depends on you yourself, but sometimes you yourself don't even know what to do. you feel like giving up but you can't, you just can't. you still got to live on no matter how hard it takes. many people think they know it all, but actually they are wrong. they don't know anything at all. they are just foolish people trying to fool themselves.

maybe we should just try to dance like no one's watching, sing like no one's listening, work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt before, live like there's no tomorrow. things might turn out better, who knows?

one's got to grow up, one day.

sorry that my posts contains different kinds of moods, i know it's stupid. :/ i'm just having mood swings, i think? or maybe i'm just finding excuses. really sorry still, please bear with me. i promise i'll try hard not to do it again.

puberty sucks. all right, laugh out loud with me. and i mean real loud laughs. :/ i know i'm just being stupid and everything.

my lovely samsoon's main casts.

take it from my hand and leave me, i'm begging you.

2006-09-02T17:37:00.000-07:00

it's all about believing in yourself.

tdy was a happy day! :D went to tm with ting, yupps!

we ate sakae sushi and me&ting were very full and the food was CHEAP! $17.55 for 7 plates of sushi and 1 plate of steamed egg. not bad eh? it was indeed very nice! and i was sooo amazed by the variety of sushi thr! thr was this oysters-like dish which i wanted to try out but din dare too, LOL!

we wen to m-industrie! :D and i bout a black shirt which was the last piece! WOOTS, i have good taste hars! ting bout 2 shirts and one was $15?! i bout the same design but different colour for $28! rarrh! hahas, i stil love m-industrie. :D and thr was a 30% discount for everything! and trust us to be stupidly enough not to pay tgt for our 2 shirts which was $24.50 each cos for a purchase of 2 thrs another 10% discount! AHHH.

after that we went OP whr ting bout a pair of pants. she used my OP card so she got a discount of 15% if not she will not have enough money to buy the pants! ahahas. :D

so we walked around and thn settled down at macs to chat. we talked LOADS! :D hahas, it has been quite a long time since we wnt out tgt and chat. [:

it's not going to be easy for me to accept and like it again, because i don't have a sense of belonging in it. they don't accept me and they hate me. well, basically i hate them too. it's not going to be easy for me to forgive and forget. if you think it's so easy, then you're wrong. it's not going to be easy and i know it. i think there's no way to change my opinion about it. it's just hopeless to me. i don't even think you understand, so stop acting as if you know it all.

by the way, you know how much it sucks? no, you don't.

i want to watch the devil wears prada and barnyard! :D

they're my friends and i like them just the way they are.

2006-09-01T19:02:00.000-07:00

i'm not afraid of anything with you by my side and the happiness you give me cannot be described with words.

i did not study at all tdy. did not do hw, did not revise. and my exams are like 1+ mth away only? tmr i'm gg out wif ting somemore, AHHHH. gonna do my maths hw, and sci ws too. i'll not continue to waste my time. :/

i spent most of my time tdy watching my lovely samsoon again? ok it's soooooo tempting lar. the vcd was just right in front of me LOL!

dance like no one's watching. sing like no one's listening. work like you don't need the money. love like you've never been hurt before. live like there's no tomorrow.

a meaningful quote from my lovely samsoon.

i'm not going for it during the hols, well most probably. i think it's just a waste of time. i can defintely spend my time in a better way rather than facing them.

some photos of my lovely samsoon's cast.

kim sun ah aka sanshun.

jeong ryeo won aka xizhen.

hyun bin aka zhenxian.

daniel henney aka henry.

part of the cast at the 2005 MBC Drama Awards.

well, i was bored. and now i'm stil bored. :/

perhaps, i was never once your pride.